Ok, I am totally pissed off. Pissed off by this particular person who thinks he is a know-it-all.

WTF. (Sorry about my language, just take the F as fish.)

I just merely asked a question and ending it with a small joke and he said that I made a big fuss out of it. How I know he left his phone at home? How I know his gf will go and read this sms and make a big fuss out of it?

HELLO!!! I am not the one who is making a fuss but YOUR gf. So what is going on?

You just won't listen and it just shows that you are stubborn. Told you I didn't mean to give your gf a big woohaa. Apologize and you just won't listen. Don't know what got into your brain.

You think I love to have people giving me a dressing down? WTF. Don't make me mad at the end of the day when I have a great day today. WTH.

*Hides*

I am getting a little mad lately. Super mad. Haha.

We went to ESCAPE yesterday!!! Its fantastic, beyond description.

We each paid $10 to get in (Halloween special promotion) and here is our group photos (before entering):









Our first stop, Haunted:

Its a haunted house whereby there is a guide who will guide us through the haunted house. Before we enter the haunted house, my cousin, Jing Yu, had been warning me about a 'ghost' that will be behind the door so the moment I stepped in, I searched for the 'ghost'. Wahaha. I found it and was pointing to Eilin and Chiu Yan that there is a 'ghost' behind the door. Haha. At that point of time, the position is my cousin in front, behind the guide, me behind my cousin, Chiu Yan behind me and Eilin the last. No idea when did it happen, I am the last. Haha.

Okay, I only heard screams and the whining of the guide when I was in the haunted house. Whining from the guide whose shirt was almost torn by my cousin who won't let go of his shirt. Haha. Screaming and shouting were from Eilin (mainly her), my cousin and Chiu Yan. At 1 point of time, Eilin suddenly squatted down when this 'ghost' in black cloak initially not moving, suddenly started to approach us. Haha.

Seriously, I wasn't scared off by the 'ghosts' but Eilin Koh. =P She was screaming and shouting throughout the whole journey. Haha. Finally we managed to get out of the haunted house and this 'ghost' in white cloak came out with us to scare people off.

Next stop is Kite Flyer:

This is a fantastic ride. I feel like I am flying like Superman. Haha. Its so fun. Before the ride started, I was still teasing Eilin who initally wanted to scare the 'ghosts' but was instead scared off by them. Haha.

The turns and up and downs makes me feel like I want to learn to fly. I really like that feeling. I am a Superwoman. =D

Next stop is Wet 'n' Wild:

Erm... its not for 3 paxs but 2. Wahahaha. The queue was super long but chit chatting makes it seems pretty short. My cousin took the front seat while I took the back 1 and we were wondering from the start whether there will be any 'ghosts' hiding in the river, trying to scare us.

Sadly, there isn't any. All we saw were real bats flying around. I was soaking wet when the ride ended. Haha.

When we came out of the ride, we saw this 'ghost' following a group of girls, wanting to scare them. But instead, the 'ghost' got a shock of his life to be scared off by my cousin. Wahaha.

Next stop is Daytona Go-Kart (Advanced):

The queue is again super long for this. Its really fun 'driving'. But at the downward sloping slope, 4 cars got into an accident. Namely, Chiu Yan's, Qiu Xia's, another unknown guy and mine. Haha. The guy was trying to overtake our cars but instead all 4 cars got into an accident because of this. Haha.

It feels so cool to be 'driving'. ^^

Next stop is Flipper:

We took a picture before we took off for a 'space journey'. I love Flipper, we were all screaming for the sake of screaming. Haha. Its just so fun to be screaming away when you are on the ride.

Only Chiu Yan, Pei Shan, my cousin and I took the ride. Pei Ling is so afraid to get giddy after the ride so her bf accompanied her to wait for us. If you are wondering, Eilin and Qiu Xia did not took the ride because they went to queue for the pirate ship. Last ride for most but 2nd last for me and my cousins. =D

Here comes, Pirate Ship:

We went to join Eilin and Qiu Xia immediately after the ride in the queue for Pirate Ship. Then my other cousin, Shermaine, came along to join us. Pirate Ship is great, we were all competing with one another to scream and shout at the top of our lungs. Wahaha.

Its the last ride for Qiu Xia, Eilin, Chiu Yan and Pei Shan but not for me and my cousins.

We went for Family Coaster:

Haha. I just love the speed of Family Coaster. Its the speed that gives you the thrill. Its our last ride of the day and we went off to the 'mini graveyard' to pay our 'respects' to the deads.

Did you guys miss me yesterday? I heard a big loud 'NO'. Haha.

Ok. I was really busy yesterday. After work, I went to teach tuition and reach home at about 10pm and went to sleep almost immediately. I was truly tired. Today I came home, rest for a while and went to see my dearest DOCTOR. Haha.

Guess how many medicines I am supposed to take. Its 5!!! OMG. To think that I only have a sore throat, slight flu and cough, I am supposed to take 5 medicines, I want to faint. But who cares? I just want to stop coughing and stop the flu. Been coughing really badly at work for the past 3 days.

I am so so so so and I MEAN so stupid to leave 'Follow Your Heart' in the office today. I am going to miss it for the next 2 days. ARGH!!!

Its been years since I went to the Tampines Regional Library, today I stepped into it again because of Wan Xin and I BORROWED a book. Cool! Haha. Ok. I just need to remember to return it when it is due. Haha. I have got the worst memory you can ever imagine. Haha.

As we were walking to the library, we passed by this handphone dealer who actually called out to us. 'Babes, want to buy a new handphone?'

At that point of time, I was talking to Wan Xin about her 21st birthday which is coming real soon and she joked about asking me to open a party for her. Immediately after the dealer said that sentence, I told Wan Xin: 'I don't mind'. Haha. You should see the sparkles in the dealer's eyes. Haha.

Anyway, ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH DEATHNOTE? I am still looking for people to watch Deathnote with me. ARGH!!! Cos Wan Xin and Pei Shan couldn't match my schedule and I couldn't match theirs as well. Haiz.

I am going to stress myself up for the next few months. Woohoo. Haha. I intend to start a small small business selling clothes and accessories but I need to get the capital and supplier to supply the goods to me. Need to start drawing up my own business plan already. PLUS, I think I am going to teach another kid tuition. Everything is not confirm till perhaps Sunday. =)

Going off to sleep. Tata.

As per the title. How stupid can I get, I am wondering to myself right now. Haha. Well, sometimes its good to be stupid cos you can really make yourself smile after that. *Smiling*

Haha. I am rubbish and nuts. I was eating my cheese bread at work today and then took a sip from my bottle and there, I choked on water. Trust me, I was coughing so loudly in the office that even the GM heard my coughing. Haha.

I hearts my poor throat. I am coughing and sneezing away right now. Am I falling sick? Can I get a MC? I feel like staying at home tomorrow.

EK says I need honey lemon drink. I got honey at home BUT where is my LEMON? I am becoming a little mad now.

Okay, mad girl is feeling tired so tata. Good night.

Erm... I am getting a sore throat when the PSI is decreasing. =P It sounds so wrong, right?

Haha. That is due to too much cookies and chips. Oops. Hehe. When I have got nothing to do, I keep eating. My mouth just won't stop. When I feel stressed up, I also keep eating. But why, just tell me why my weight never go above the 46kg mark? ARGH!!!

After much eating, revamping of blog and friendster profile, I decided to hit the bookstores to get myself BOOKS!!! Haha. Feel that Queen of Dramas is no longer Queen of Dramas anymore. Haha. I feel like Queen of Nobody. Haha.

What books did I get?

Follow Your Heart by Andrew Matthews
Why Men Don't Listen & Women Can't Read Maps by Allan & Barbara Pease (As per recommended by EK)

Both books are what you call self-improvement books. Haha. I need to improve myself more now. I am currently on Follow Your Heart. Its a good book. It teaches you how to see every obstacles in life is actually a learning process and will lead you to finding your own goals. I am still at the beginning and I hope to finish the book before the end of this week. Haha.

I am also interested in getting another book by Andrew Matthews, Being Happy. It teaches you how to be happy. Okay, I know it sounds weird to let a book teach you how to be happy but we must admit that our lives are too complicated, sometimes I feel that I have lost my true self. I just need something to guide me back to my true self.

HEY, I am going to be late for work if I still don't leave the house. So tata till I have time. Haha.

People, I spent hours on this. Do you like it?

I am quite a white and black person. Haha. Just did a change to the fonts, colours and the background but it took me hours. -.-'

Haha. I am not very good with the HTML codes so I was testing around. Haha.

Well, the flower in the background is Calla Lily, my favourite flower. Hehe. It usually appears during wedding and is super rare in Singapore. You need to order them in bulk and they don't sell just 1 stalk. Haha.

Let me know what you guys think about this new skin okay? Thanks. =D

I am so tired.

I want to sleep.

So tired.

Zzz...

Just now I was telling Wee Hong about my plans and when we were done, he told me he got to go because he need to go back to camp to book in already. Then I realized that my elder brother is standing at the fridge drinking something. Haha. I think its milk. Then I was wondering why he is still at home at this hour. Haha. Then he told me he is clearing his leave and he took off tomorrow. Oh god. It means that I have to see him for another 2 days straight?

Okay. I haven't talk about my family before in my blog, now its time. =D

Elder Brother:

My elder brother is a very smart guy (actually I am the stupiest in the family). He scored very well without studying to go to Ngee Ann then scored well to get into SP without studying again and he graduates from SP with a GPA 2 something (I think) without studying again. Sometimes I really wonder if he really did study, he would be on LKY scholarship award already. He is smart. Haha.

Well, I never thought that the 'looks' genes is in my family. My brother is not good-looking not those types that girls will drool over. He is just a plain guy next door but I love him. It is because he is patient and he is always really sweet to me (afterall I am the only sister he has... haha). I remember that we were in the same session in primary school because he is 2 years older than me.

I go to school together with my brother from primary 2 onwards, he will always walk besides me and ensuring my safety. I remember that a few times I crossed the road without looking out for cars, the cars are actually coming my way and my brother pulled me back in time to save my life (if not I won't be here already). Haha. I am really an idiot atrossing the roads till I reach secondary school. Haha.

There are times when my mum forgotten to give me my allowance and I have to stay back after school and I will always look for my brother because he don't eat in school and he will give me all the money in his wallet. Now you know why I love him? =D

Well, my brother like this girl from the primary school days and I think he still does now. That makes me even more proud to have him as my brother. He never had been in a relationship (at least not that I am aware of) and his persistent in love makes me salute to him.

I really think that looks are not everything, its the character that counts. My brother is definitely one of the every few that is going to extinct already. Haha.

Younger Brother:

My younger brother is again another smart ass. He was top 30% for PSLE and top in level for 2 years and second in level for 1 year and now third in level for the last year. He is smart and hardworking. The way you watch him studies will terrify you. He can study non-stop for the whole day and its only the recent 2 years then he learned to play as well.

Someone told me that my younger brother is cute because of his small small eyes. Haha. Okay. I agree, he can be cute but again I said before the 'looks' genes is not in my family. Haha.

I really enjoy talking to him all the time. He will comfort me when I am feeling down by talking to me after a while when I felt better. He used to be a brat last time, bugging my mum to get whatever he wants but he is now all matured and will listen to what I says. He will also seek my advice when it comes to dressing and appearance. Well, I am not a very fashionable person but I am not that bad. Haha.

Well, all I can say is I am blessed with 2 incredible brothers. 1 who supports me quietly and another who supports me by talking to me. =)

Happy Birthday, JY!!!

Be honored girl, I think you are the first to have your pic appeared on my blog. =)

Confession:

Girl, I knew that I have been a very bad friend lately. I haven't care much for your feelings. I apologize here.

I have always felt that I am blessed to have friends around me all the time when I am on a roller coaster. Our friendship started in 2002, its already a 4 years friendship between us and it is still counting.

Just want to let you know that I am really glad and lucky to have you as my friend. Wish you all the best in SIM! =)

Say hi to my new PIGLET. Haha. I don't have any soft toys on my bed for many years already. Now that PIGLET came along, I am so happy but my mum says no. She don't let me sleep with PIGLET till next year cos she don't wish to be washing PIGLET before new year. PIGLET, just bear with it for a few more months. =D



Its Baking Day today. Went to Eilin's house again to bake cookies. This is the pre-mixed cookies flour that we used. You just need to add butter and egg to it.



That's the dough after mixing it with butter and egg. Erm... no, that's not my hands. Haha. I am the photographer for today. Haha.





The cookies fresh from the oven.



My final products for the day.



Baking Day turns out not as successful as the previous. The cookies are a little bit salty. Think we put too much butter already. But still it tastes good but no longer like Famous Amos. Now its Kelly Famous Cookies. =D

Had a chit chat session with Eilin while waiting for the cookies to be baked. Recall my relationship with HIM (the HIM about a year back if you guys still remember). Thinking back about it actually brought a smile to my face.

I have many sweet memories about our relationship and he is really sweet to me though our relationship is full of quarrels. After the break up, we haven't been keeping in touch with each other for a year plus already. The pain is too much for me and perhaps him as well. What I went through at that time is too much for me to handle then. Now that I am older, I can laughed about it and just forget but there is no way that we will be back together. The feelings are no longer there. The moment he decided to leave at the toughest time of my life, I knew that we will never be like before anymore.

Thinking back, he is actually a pretty good bf at that time. =)

BUT, the past is the past. What is most important now is the future. All I think about now is my future.

Had a chat with Jas yesterday and I really enjoyed that chatting session. There are many things and feelings that we shared. Actually most Cancerians think and feel alike. (I did some study and research on it, k?) Haha. She told me that I am 1 of the weakest among her friends and learning that I am actually losing weight, she fear for me. Haha.

Well, she is not the only one. I have tons of friends around me who kept asking me to eat more. Okay, I am eating a lot now and having my proper meals already but I have no idea why I still continue to lose weight. ARGH!!!~ What is going on?

I am now at 42kg. I don't wish to drop anymore, drop anymore and I will be blown away by the wind. Why my weight is not increasing like the PSI? Why?

Just had my dinner just now. Hopefully having late dinner will help increase my weight. People say that when you eat supper or late dinner, you will gain weight, I am going to start monitoring my weight now to see if this is true. Haha.

My weight is going the opposite of the PSI and my phone bill is increasing as fast as the PSI. Haha. I am now considering either to take up a smsing plan or to get a prepaid card to reduce the amount that I am paying now for my bill. Exceed both my talktime and sms for the most recent month. Had to pay an extra $10+. ARGH!!! I hate it when it comes to phone bill paying time. Its either I forget to pay or the bill gives me a big shock. Luckily now I am using i-banking to pay for my bills so I won't forget to pay. =D

Okay, now its pictures time. =D

Look at my time table for this upcoming last semester. Isn't it great? 3 subjects for 5 days. 3 hours lecture and 3 hours tutorial for each subject. BUT, I really hate my time table for Thursday and Friday. Just take a look that I am supposed to come back for only 2 hours and 1 hour respectively? ARGH! Okay, but I love it still. =D








Look at my darling Noby, she used to rest under the chair and now she upgraded to ON the chair. Haha. She is turning 1 year old on this upcoming 4th Nov. She is huge, no its giantic now. Haha.

Oh no!!! Where is my leave application form? Where is the one that Aldine (my supervisor) signed for me for my half day leave on the 26th? Oh god. Just where did I place it? Did I accidentally place it on her table? Why do I have such bad memory? Guess I will just have to get her to help me to sign again. Better keep all my leave application forms properly this time round. ARGH!!!

I am getting a little fed up with my company email. Leanne and MWH had been emailing each other at work as that is our only(not for MWH) source of communication with the 'outside world'. I don't know what happened but everytime when I realized that I haven't receive email from Leanne for maybe 1 hour, it is due to some slow system error and I will receive it like probably 1 to 2 hours later. Now it is getting a little worse cos an email sent at about 2+pm today is still not received at 5.30pm when I knocked off. ARGH!!!~

Okay. I am thankful that tomorrow is a Friday already and the day after tomorrow is a public holiday. BUT what different does it makes when a public holiday falls on a Saturday? Why not on a Sunday then I can have Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday off? Haiz.

Okay. Today I touched a little on finance. I was looking at Letter of Guarantee for about 5 hours today. Now I know what is written in it and how the renew ones are written as well. Now I am an expert in Letter of Guarantee. Hohoho. =P

My cousin just told me that his mum 'chiong' My Lovely Sam Soon. Haha. Well, what can I say? When Queen of Dramas recommend a show, it is definitely worth your time watching okay. Haha. Told him to take his time to watch the DVDs before returning back to me. Haha. Princess Hours is still passing around out there. My Princess Hours DVDs, when are you coming back to me? It rhymes. Haha.

Okay, enough of my whining and rubbish. Logging off. Tata.

I am a superwoman.

My house from the MRT is a good 15 minutes walk. Today I spent 6 minutes to walk from the MRT to my house with an injured foot. How smart. Haha.

I am rushing like mad for the whole day. I was almost late for work because I was taking my own sweet time to get out of the house this morning but thanks god, I reached at exactly 830. Hehe. Then lunch is again with MWH because the rest just refused to go to BreadCafe but MWH just love BreadCafe. Haha. I love to eat at BreadCafe because I will never be late to get back to my office and I always can take my own sweet time to walk to my office.

I get new work to do at 1650 and being nice, I decided to clear everything before I go home so I stayed for extra 5 minutes to clear everything. Then I pratically ran to the MRT station and into the train. Haha. Then the 6 minutes walk came along and I get a quick bite and bath before I left my house to go to my cousin's house to give tuition.

I am happy that I am no longer vomiting blood. She is showing great improvements. Hopefully she pass with flying colours and not fail with flying colours this time round. Hehe. =D

Went to her house empty handed and came home with 1 box of Tiger. Haha. Anyone needs Tiger beer? I have got 2 boxes at home right now and no one is taking the first step to open 1 can. Hehe.

Maybe I should give it to Noby. I haven't saw drunk animals before. Haha. *Thinking hard*

ARGH!!!~ I hate the haze. I am getting tummyache for 5 days straight because of the stupid haze. Haiz.

I set new goals for myself lately:

1. Learn driving and get my driving license
2. Get a degree
3. Bring my parents and god-mother overseas to somewhere good, all sponsored by me
4. Get a car

ALL before I reach 25.

Talked to my dad yesterday, he might be sponsoring me for my driving lessons but first I have to pass all the theory tests so I better go grab 1 from the bookstore soon. =D

I also thought that since for the nest 5 1/2 years I will be killing myself with stress and workload, I want to take a break when I turn 25 for a good 1 year for myself to relax. Isn't that great? The only that I am lack of now is a plan. Hehe. Got to start planning.

Tummyache again. Tata.

Couldn't really sleep well last night cos something happened just before I am ready to go to bed. Don't wish to say anything, only those who were very close to me and online at that point of time would know.

Mun Ping decides to let the unbalance figure stay unbalance till some other day. Feel bad but I am happy to be able to help Yani again. She is just such a nice lady. Did sorting out of invoices for 2 months and invoice entry for 1 month and a few days.

Today I will be helping Serene and she already left all the invoices on my table. Just hope that the invoices this time will not create too much trouble for me. The last time I did a few hotels, they all gave me a big headache.

I can't wait to get done with SIP and return back to school. I miss so many people in school already. Liyana, I miss you especially. You are so far away when I need comfort.

6 weeks of SIP down and another 6 more to go.

Eilin and Leanne recently became someone that really knows what is happening to me lately. They were the people I turned to for comfort each time I feel down and upset. I have to say this: 'I love you two!'.

I also love my dad, mum and my forever quiet elder brother and my smarty younger brother. I love my family, my baobeis and my friends.

I have been trying to keep myself happy for the whole weekend as I really don't wish for my parents to worry for me. Mum finally knows that we just broke up. As for the truth behind it, she knew nothing. I lied about it so as not to make her feel upset for me.

Went out with Eilin yesterday. I don't even know what we did that I am aching all over right now. God. I thought we just purely walk around and then dine-in at Pizza Hut?

Took neo-prints then walked to C4 to buy something and met Cynthia then we went to eat at Pizza Hut. I have been overspending these days, need to start controlling my spending again. Allowance of $600 a month is pathetic. I need to pay for all my expenses and my bill is not even here yet. Haiz.

Lazy to dress up for work today. Just a plain white tee and black skirt with my brown jacket. So tempted to wear slippers to work but it is a big no no around my area. Haiz.

Today is verdict day AGAIN. I wonder what will they ask me to do. Praying hard.

I am hating myself since yesterday 1630 till today. Why? I did a really big mistake causing the system update and the statistics not to tally. It is somehow a report for NATAS Fair showing the deposit amount. I really have no idea what went wrong. I thought I had updated every single NATAS fair booking and highlighted them in the statistics but why it did not tally in the end? What had I done wrong?

I was totally not in the mood to celebrate Shi Yun's birthday yesterday. I was crying in my heart for this stupid mistake and I really wanted to vomit in the toilet and go home straight. But I stayed till we saw Phyllis and gave her a big big hug and wish her all the best in Shanghai.

The stress level that I am undergoing now is so great that I am actually having some bad thoughts. My company is at the 33rd floor so you should know what was I thinking about but thinking back at my family and friends, how hurt they will be, I am pushing this thought away. I had lost a friend through suicide and I don't wish for my friends to go through the same pain I had at that time.

I want to have a hearty cry.

Ok, I have been gloomy and moody for the whole of this week till yesterday 1640. Why? That is when I finally managed to balance the stupid bank reconciliation. From a difference of $87000+ to $20 then finally to $0, can you imagine that I am on a roller coaster from Monday till yesterday?

Before lunch, I still felt like vomiting because I just could not balance my bank reconciliation by $87000+. This is the first time when I felt stress, I felt like vomiting. I am so weird. Imagine when I really became an accountant and I vomit on my documents because I was so stressed up?

Okay, had lunch with Darius while the rest lunched in. They abandoned the 2 of us so we ate at BreadCafe just next to my building. The food is so much better than Lau Pat Sa and most importantly it is air-conditioned. After lunch, we still had about 1/2 hour so we walk to International Plaza and then went back to our building after Mr Watermelon Head (Darius) bought his NutriSoy. Haha. Okay then I heard something that shocked me. The shoes that the guys are wearing can also cause blisters? Front and back? Haha. That is what MWH(Mr Watermelon Head) told me that he changed at least 3 pairs of shoes in 1 month time. God. I thought only the ladies court shoes will cause that to happen.

Okay suddenly felt very sick in the stomach, update later.

Yesterday after lunch, Darius came up to my office with me. He wanted to see what is his dream company like. The first thing he step into the building is to tell me how much the building looks like hotel next when we went into the lift he quickly ask me to close the door then tell me how great the lift looks with 4 full length mirrors then when he came out at the 33rd floor with me, he saw the front desk counter and peeked into it and I went back to my desk.

Later on I emailed to him asking him if he is jealous of my workplace and he told me that he is jealous of the lift, the air planes models and the SQ girl.

I was like o.0 There is air planes models and SQ girl poster? How come I didn't get to see it? I have been working there for 5 weeks already and I never notice that there is air plane model and SQ girl poster. See how observant am I? I just don't see anything. Later on when I go to work, I better open my eyes big and take a good look at my office front desk.

I have been doing bank reconciliation since Tuesday morning. Now I am almost at the completion stage. Only problem is I cannot find 2 documents to close the AR portion of bank reconciliation. Florence told me that today will be the verdict day. Its either I managed to balance today or I will not balance. I am so worried now. If it is due to my neglience that I didn't see the 2 documents, the AR people will definitely kills me but if it is not because of me, I may get a good appraisal at the end. Today I better open my eyes big and go back to search for the 2 documents in the 2 big big boxes of documents. ARGH!!! Be observant, Kelly.

I didn't really get over it, I realized.

This morning, the first thing I thought of was what he always sms to me in the morning. When I thought of it, I realized that I am still living in my dreams and he is never going to sms to me again.

To tell the truth, I haven't been eating much these few days. I kept trying to force the food down my throat but I just won't swallow much. So my intake for today so far is only 1/2 a cup of milo, 1/6 of a plate of chicken rice and 1/3 of honeydew milk tea. No appetite for dinner at all.

Seriously, I heard my stomach gumbling and making noise but I don't feel hungry. Maybe its my mood that affect my thoughts. Luckily I kept myself very busy today. I have been working very very hard on my work but I can't help feeling sleepy. Its because I didn't really sleep on Saturday night and yesterday night was also not really sleeping.

I felt really tired and want a new haircut. I think I will go back to my layered hairstyle instead of this plain and old straight cut hairstyle. Guess having a new haircut will mean a new beginning for me. I want back my long hair. I really regretted cutting it. Somemore it is quite a few inches.

I need to keep myself busy for the next few weeks to keep my mind off him and I don't think I will be blogging in these few weeks. So people, if you really miss me, sms or call me. No promise that I will reply or answer.

Thanks for those who were concern. I got over it in less than 24 hours. I broke my record. =P

Thanks to someone who divert all my attention to something else. Thanks for lending a listening ear and hope your hand recovers soon. =) Swollen finger very hard to work. Hehe.

Okay but I may still be having some mood swing here and there. No worries k? I just really need to forget about everything and led my own life and became the very cheerful and happy Kelly again.

So tata.

There is no fairytale. Fairytale ended today. Don't ask me how or why. Don't bring tears to my eyes again. I just want out of this thing. Sorry to all my peeps, don't even console or comfort me, I might just cry in front of you or something. Silent is gold.

I need a quiet moment for now. Just leave me alone for the next few days and when I am fine, I will contact you guys once again.

Look at my desk in Tradewinds. Its a U-shaped table and I only took up a very small space because I am sharing it with another temp staff.

Saw the phone on my desk? Its my private phone with my own extension but I don't answer calls so don't even think of calling me at that number. Haha.

Saw my PC? Saw all the post it pad around it? Haha. Its due to my super good memory that I cannot remember all the different account codes to enter into the system. Haha. If you are sharp enough, on the left back of my PC, you see cookies, sweets and my bottle. So cute right? Haha. I love my seat and table. It has a great view.


Just take a look at my view on my right. Isn't it great?

Stupid haze. I hate it when it is so hazy. I feel so tired just taking a breathe. My mood all gone. Hate the haze.