AHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOO!!! *Sniff sniff*

I am catching a cold. -.-' Curse the air-con. =P

Work today is very much the same except that I saw a very pretty sight. Hehe. I saw the clouds covering a tower. Took a picture of it but too lazy to upload. =P Promise to upload tomorrow.














I chit chat with many people in the office today. Hehe. But the sad thing is I am leaving soon. -.-

Met my GM in the pantry when I went in to get some water and saw him looking out of the window. He heard me coming in and turned around with an embarassed look and laughed then he said something about cleaning the windows. That's when I realized that he is holding a piece of toilet paper and he had been wiping the windows when I entered the pantry. Oops. I interrupted his 'wiping' session. =P

Meet Steph, Shawn and Sue for dinner today. Hey, 3 Ss. Lol. Okay we are already planning on our next meetup session. =D In the meanwhile, I am tired and need my sleep so tata.

Just now mummy commented that I am getting rounder. Waaaaa~ But dad told me I am skinny. Erm... -.-'

Lol. I agree that I am getting a little round. Wahahaha. I need to exercise and am now weighing 45kg. Actually that is still slightly underweight but I don't really like being too round. Wahahahaha. Time to exercise. *Making a mental note*

Nothing else to update about cos I can't think now. Too sleepy. So tata.

Group photo of my paternal side cousins (some did not took with us). Sorry for the bad lighting. =D


My younger brother, cousin and me. Erm... I know they looked like 1 young couple but they aren't. I am trying to act cute behind them. Wahahaha.


My cousins and my younger brother again.


Lovely Hazel, I think she is my cousin not neice. Wahahaha. I come from a big family and I really have difficulties trying to make out who is who.


Her little sister, Hilda. Isn't she adorable?


The sea view from the room I stayed overnight in.


Another seaview.


The sky. So pretty.

The beach and the bbq pit. Hohoho.


The beach and the sea.


Jolly Shandy and pillows. Yum yum.

Me with my cousin, the birthday girl.


Holding her rocher bouquet. =D

I drank coke martini on Friday and Jolly Shandy on Saturday. I am getting hooked on to drinking alcoholic drinks. That's bad. Wahahaha. Too many things happened and I am just too lazy to update about it. Maybe next time. I am out of here. Tata.

Hurray!!! I stayed home without going out with friends this weekend. =D So happy with my little accomplishment. Wahahaha.

I have been seeing Eilin every weekend since I think the 3rd week of SIP till now and FINALLY I did not see her this week. Hohoho. BUT, I will be meeting her tomorrow. Lol.

I went to UOB on Saturday to open an account to apply for a debit card. Hey, I am not rich just that I want to separate my spending away from my savings. Haha.

Other than the UOB trip, I stayed at home all day. =D I chatted with my cousin, the one who is turning 21 this coming Friday, for 2 days straight. She is certainly making me go crazy. Lol. We joked and chit chat whatever things that come into our minds. Most of the times, she is talking non-sense and I am replying non-sense as well. Wahahaha. =P

Can't wait for this Friday. Sitting by the beach, enjoying Vodka and going crazy together with my cousins. Lol. My cousins and I can really go all crazy when we were together. In fact, since when we haven't? Wahahaha. Staying overnight and hopefully a movie marathon. =D I hope I can survive through the night without falling asleep before sunrise. Hehe. Not sure if the view at Changi will be good. Hohoho. Maybe we will go ah-gua hunting. Haha.

TGIF!!!

I did not manage to balance my bank reconciliation BUT I am not affected. Hohoho. For 1 simple reason that is my SIP is ending in 3 weeks time. Wahahaha.

I have a lot of things that I want to blog about but the moment the 'create post' page appears, I get a mental block. -.-'

Ok. I went to Amara for lunch twice this week with Wan Xin and once with Darius and guess what. It rained the 2 times we went there for lunch. Zzz... Why so 'suay'? Ok, next time when we decide to go Amara, umbrella is a must. Lol.

I am so sleepy today. Pratically sleeping through work. =D Don't let them know. Shhhh!!! Haha. Thankfully I have some entertainment at work. The conversation going on between the tour managers and emails to and from Leanne. =)

I think I am becoming a little anti-social. =x I haven't been able to chat with most of my lunch 'ka kis'. =( Well, I thought I was the only one but soon realized that Wan Xin felt the same too. Not sure what is the reason, just feel a little uncomfortable. Perhaps it is because I haven't been lunching with them much lately. =[

Just realized that my cousin's b'day party will be without BBQ. Zzz... So no BBQ for me but heard that they might be having a BBQ session the next day so maybe I will head back to the chalet to enjoy the BBQ session. =P

Mental block~

Tired. Zzz...

I haven't been reaching home before 7.30pm for the past few days. Just pray that I GET to get home before 7.30pm for the remaining 3 weekdays. Lol.

Okay. I told myself not to go out during the weekends but because of some unforeseen circumstances, I have to get my lazy bum out of the house.

Met Eilin at Orchard then went shopping then to my god-mother's shop then go shop a while more then to the airport and finally home sweet home. Haha. I reached home closed to 10pm because the stupid bus just won't come. Then Monday was because I went for facial. Lol. Speaking of vanity. =P Yesterday was spent shopping for something. Zzz...

Now that I thought I need not stay out anymore, I might have to accompany Guiqi today. Lol. She had been totally pissed off by the M1 customer service officer yesterday. Haha.

Wan Xin said that I sounds and seems very happy everyday despite of work. Haha. I agree. I prefer to be overloaded then to sit there with nothing to do. =P

Today, I will be starting on bank recon again. Good thing is most of the stuffs are not ready and I need not do bank recon for 3 days straight. Lol. So I will be asking for other stuffs to do before I start to rot in my seat. =D

Okay, off I go. Tata.

I woke up early in the morning to walk from my house to Old Chang Kee(OCK) at Tampines MRT station to buy breakfast for my family, my treat.

I went there and asked if they have Carrot K8 ready and before I can asked if it is vegetarian, the aunty quickly went into the kitchen and bring out the Carrot K8. Another aunty inside, told her that she is not done and guess what she said?

'I am showing it to that AUNTY.'

You should really look at my face. I was so shocked by that sentence. Do I really look aunty??? ='( *Sniff sniff*

Ok, I decided that maybe it is because I woke up too early and walk all the way to the MRT station to get breakfast, that's why she thought that I was an aunty. Then she asked if today is the 1st or 15th of the lunar month then I told her its the 15th cos I heard my mum talking about it just yesterday. Then she told me that she don't know the lunar calendar, she only knows the pay day. Dotz. Is she indirectly calling me an aunty again? *Sniff again*

Waaaaa~ Am I really getting auntish? NO!!!~ I don't want to be aunty though I have nieces who are 1 year younger than me, but I don't want to be aunty. NO!!!~

The first time someone called me an aunty is I think last year. Its Mr Chng's daughter. He told his daughter to call me 'aunty Kelly'. My god. Am I that old? I still have not hit the 2 digit. Waaaaaa!!~ Even my cousins, nieces and nephews never call me aunty or sis Kelly. Haiz. I am aging. ='( *Sniff sniff*

The new pumps that I bought from Mondo as per mentioned in the previous entry:











Taken in the lift when I came back from lunch:















Taken from my seat at Tradewinds. The clouds look so pretty.















The topic that is surrounding me lately is 'suicide'.

Seriously, I don't understand why people choose suicide as the last resort to their problems. I admit that I did think of it but I won't do it. I don't see suicide as a solution but to hide from problems and to create more problems.

Sorry if I am offending any of you who have loved ones who did commit suicide, its just my POV. You can always leave this blog. =)

Okay back to the topic. Is suicide really the solution to problems? Lets take for example you are under depression and you decided to end your life to end the misery. Yes, you may be able to end your misery but what if you failed to die? Who is the one suffering then? Then what if you really did die? The next person to be down with misery and depression is your loved ones.

A lot of things in life can be walked out of. I have been down with depression when I was in MJC. How did I overcome it? I find alternative solutions and to bury myself in food. I kept eating because a certain level of glucose will keep you happy for a period of time. Okay, if you do not have the ability to spend on food, then spend time with friends and families. Don't tell yourself that you don't have the time. When you kept saying it, you really do not have the time. When you tell yourself that I have got the time to do all these, you will realize that you have plenty of time. Its our mentality that control us.

Why do I say that suicide is not a solution but a 'trouble-maker'? Life is short and everyone only has one trial in one lifetime so why not treasure it since you do not know what will happen to you after that or the next lifetime? When you end your life, you end all the fun you will have in the later part of your life. When you end your life, the younger ones pick it up and when they meet obstacles, they decided to follow your path. When you end your life, how guilty and upset your friends and families will be feeling?

Think not only of yourself, think of those who loves you. When you end your life, its not only your friends and families who are upset. Your neighbours and even strangers felt sad. A little action of yours can actually bring about such great impact to so many people so is suicide really a solution to problems? NO!

Its foolish to even attempt suicide. The one who leave the world first is the one who break from misery but the people whom you left behind, is the one who will be suffering. Suicide is never a solution but a even bigger problem.

So people who are considering to end your life at any point of your life, think back about your family and friends. =)

I think people were shocked by my vulgarities in my previous post. Haha. Okay, some clarification before you judge me. I am not 1 who uses vulgarities. When its forced out of my mouth, I am really very pissed off with that person. Haha. But now, who cares about that idiot? =D

Tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! You have no ideas how happy am I to know that tomorrow is a Friday. I love weekends!!! Haha.

I BOUGHT NEW HEELS! Okay. I won't buy if it is not for the fact that my old heels is going to fall apart soon. I bought that old heels early this year and it is going to 'retire' soon. -.-'

Haha. Okay I bought the heels from Mondo. Its a white peep toe pumps with a 2cm to 1 inch high heels. There is a little pink button at the front. Hehe. So cute. =X Okay, Wan Xin said that it suits me very well. What can I say? I just love white shoes. =P Erm... no school shoes please. =D

After buying this pair of heels, I am itching to get more shoes. I WANT MORE SHOES!!!

Haiz. I need to start controlling my spending these days. I am spending like there's no tomorrow. My tuition pay still has not come in yet but MY COUSIN PASSED HER MATHS. You have no idea how happy am I. So happy that MY effort pays off. Wahahaha. I have been giving extra lessons when it is close to her exam and forcing myself to go to her house when I am sick. You see, how great a tutor am I. =P

BUT, she still hasn't get back her paper to see her marks so I am praying that its not just a borderline pass. Hopefully its at least 60. =D

My other cousin, Esther, is celebrating her 21st birthday soon, this month. So happy for her AND myself. Wahahaha. I get to eat lots of BBQ food. Yum yum. =P But I have to get to her party from work. Zzz... Asked her to come to Tanjong Pagar to give me a lift to her party and she asked me where is Tanjong Pagar. -.-' Okay. I think I can only count on her to give me a ride from my house to Tampines Mall which is only a 10 minutes walk. Wahahaha.

I just realized that my memory is failing me. Wahahaha. Just asked Leanne how many times have I told her that I have forgotten and starts digging through the archives in my brain for the right file. Haha. Okay, you can also try asking my colleagues about it. I kept forgetting things which happens only recently or maybe a moment ago. What is happening to my brain? I think I need to give it a thorough 'hard disk' clean up to free up some 'capacity' for other stuffs. Wahahaha.

I WANT TO DO A TAROT CARD READING!