I am definitely taking supp paper for CRA. Till now, I still don't know what I am studying and I can't even understand the question at all.

I am feeling so drowsy and I still haven't take my medicine yet.

I am not going to school tomorrow. Congrats to myself.

I got a fever, I'm hot, I can't be stop.

I am running a fever. Bad thing. Tomorrow is the last paper and I haven't started on revising it yet and bloody hell that I am running a fever now and am half-conscious.

Why? Last semester the same thing happened. Almost fainted during 1 of the paper but that time it was not fever but infection. Why? I am so angry with the wind yesterday. It is the cause of this fever. If it is not for the wind that I suddenly caught a serious cold which I haven't had for 1 year plus which leads to sore throat and now fever. I hate it.

Doctor, I need you now!

Just now I was on the topic if my looks changed with my mum. Well, I personally thought that my looks did not change at all. Still that face. Haha. But that's good. All the aunties like me a lot because I look so innocent. *Ahem* =P


My mum broke my heart today. *Cry* She said that the heels that I bought looks so aunty-ish. Waa!~ You guys tell me if it is really aunty-ish. I pray that it is not.

Please tell me that it is not aunty-ish. Thank you. =D

My dad is thinking of moving AGAIN. Not that I have moved house before, it is just that my dad had been talking about it since I was in secondary 1. That is like 7 years already.

And guess this time where my dad want to move to? Next block. Gosh. Not that I don't like my neighbourhood. I love it. Everything is nearby and is one of the most convenient area in Tampines. But, I thought we are going to try to get the new private flats at the central. Hmmmm...

It doesn't really matter to me afterall. I just want a room of mine. Haha. As long as you give me a room big enough for my to sleep, study and play, I am very happy. Haha. My mum is going to view the place later in the evening today. Hope that it will be successful. Hehe.

Received a call during BTM paper yesterday. No idea who's that. All I know is that someone from that company called me. I suspect is my SIP company after hearing that Mediacorp called Darius for his particulars. But but, I didn't catch the name of the company. All that I heard was a muffle. I wonder who is that and what for they called me. Well, they said they would return the call but didn't. So I shall continue to wait patiently.

AA paper today is a disaster. I really want to cry out when I was doing the paper. It is so tough. I didn't expect 2 questions on articles to come out and to take up a total of 30% of the paper. I guess I will only get a 5 marks for that question. Blame myself for not working hard enough during the study week. I had a tough time studying AA yesterday. I studied till 2am and woke up at 6am to continue. Guess what? I almost fell asleep during the paper. I was really tired. I even thought that I was writing "I am sleeping" for all the questions. But I didn't.

No wonder AA has the highest failure rate. ='( BUT, last year paper was easy. I am serious because I did the main paper and I managed to get all the answers without much problems so why is the paper for us so tough? 1 conclusion, "he got prejudice against us". *Crying* Why? Why us? I must get myself prepared not to faint when I receive my results via sms and start getting ready to prepare for my 1st supp paper.

As I am typing away, my brain is sending signal to all over my body that I need rest badly. Yes, I thought so too. For continuously 1 week plus, I have been sleeping at 2 or 3am and waking up at 8am or even earlier. I didn't get enough sleep and I can feel that my brain cells are dead. Gosh.

Trying to refresh myself, I watched Smile Pasta, Wei Xiao Pasta, just now and I realised that I am still going to fall asleep. My god. The show is interesting, funny and sad too but I still feel so tired.

何群﹐加油﹗我支持你﹗曉詩跟何群一定要幸福﹗
He Qun, jiayou! Wo zhi chi ni! Xiao Shi gen He Qun yi ding yao xing fu!
Gambatte, He Qun. I will support you all the way. The 2 of you must have a happy ending.

(^-^)

Its study week and I am slacking around. Didn't really focus on revision. Instead I am doing online shopping. Gosh.

Bought:

Eye Gel Mask
Personal stuffs * 3
Skin care products * 2
Brown dress for my aunt's wedding
Long tops * 2
1 pair of bronze heels

Someone please kill the shopping cells in my body and give tonics to my study cells. Thank you.

Someone asked me what is the ideal guy that I am looking for. I joked that I wanted a combination of Xie Zhi, Dong Gun and Hyun Bin. Haha. Thought about it just now.

My ideal guy:
- Average looking (presentable)
- Good character
- Not a womanizer (did I get the right word?)
- Someone who will bicker with me (weirdo) =P [sometimes, you need a little ups and downs in a relationship to maintain it]
- Someone who don't love me 100%, 80% is enough (weirdo) [I know myself that I have too many distractions, my idols, so I want to be fair... hehe]
- Can drive (if he has his own car, that is the best) [I hate waiting for buses]
- Understand my temper [I have weird temper]
- Mature

Think that is for all for the moment. Hehe. But if I really can get a combination of Xie Zhi, Dong Gun and Hyun Bin, I will be very happy. =P

Exams are coming and followed by SIP. I wonder where will I be posted to. Hopefully not in the west area and I will not be alone. =P

Today I was asking Liyana, if there is this guy that she really like a lot and he is almost perfect except for the fact that he smokes, will she continue to like him. Her reply made me laugh out loud. She said that if she likes him, its okay but if she loves him, its a big no no. Haha. I thought that the answer will be the other way round. Haha.

This question did not pop out of nowhere. It is because Hyun Bin smokes. Oh gosh. I really hate people who smokes. I am allergic to smoke and I hate the smell coming from the clothes and mouth after smoking. My dance teacher is a smoker. He smokes in the toilet and when he came back I smell a very strong smoking smell. Could not breath when he came towards me to check my postures but he is a really nice teacher. All my dancemates like him a lot but he is not teaching in my secondary school anymore.

I am drifting away from my topic. Exams are around the corner. I haven't start my revisions yet and there is a mock test this Thursday. I have only completed revision for the first topic. 3 more topics to go before the mock test but I am so restless. After the AA final submission, I am losing concentration when working on tutorials or studying. I need to buck up!

Before I end,

I AM MAD!

I am dying in a pool of Korean dramas and Korean artistes. Haha.

Hyun Bin from My Lovely Sam Soon is gorgeous. I love his dimples and playful smile. Haha. Hyun Bin, stop intruding my mind.

I need a rest from all these dramas and artistes. Seriously. But the stupid episode 14 could not be played. I don't have this habit of skipping an episode and go to the next SO, I am going out to buy the VCD tomorrow. Oh gosh. I saw my money flying away already.

Luckily, I am now tutoring my cousin and earning an extra income for my high expenses each month. If it isn't for the tutoring 'job', I will be so broke.

Gosh! Wonder when will I meet someone who is willing to pay for all my expenses. Haha. My mum refuse to pay for them. She said that she would be broke paying for all my dramas. Haha. I totally agree. =P Many told me to take up tutoring job to pay for my VCDs and DVDs. Maybe I should really start tutoring more students.

Anyone need to look for tutor for E maths, POA or all subjects for primary school?

Its National Day eve. Saw little primary school kids wearing red and white at the common field doing their workout while making my way to the bus stop. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8" "2, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8..."

So adorable. Haha. I miss primary school. I miss choir. I miss the times when we can eat and play in the music room. I miss the teachers. I miss primary school!

Went to lecture today and noticed that we got a national flag in our class today. That is YAN TING! Haha. Its just a joke cos she is wearing a red tee and carrying a white bag. So I asked her if she wanted me to draw the moon and stars for her. Haha. Evil of me. =P

Its been some time since I talked about my pets. Haha. Let me do a little update on them.

Ham Ham, Mini and Nesie got new toys because Noby is so wasteful. She refuse to eat the timothy hay that my uncle bought so my uncle threw the hay into Mini's house. She played and chew on it. So I decided to throw some into each of their home. Haha. Wonder what they think of their new toy. Haha.

The other day while I was cleaning their cage, I placed Ham Ham in a tank with a wheel, Nesie in a tank and Mini in a pail. After doing the cleaning, I was wiping the stuffs dry so they can get back to their cage and enjoy their breakfast and I saw Nesie sticking her face against the wall of the tank. I was laughing when I saw it as she was trying to show her unhappiness for putting her in a small small tank. Haha. So adorable right? =P

Mini being in a storage box, she had learned to stand on 2 legs for a very very long time. Haha. She is always looking up and my dad being naughty, switched their cages. He placed Nesie in the storage box and Mini in the cage. Haha. Its really funny to see them in each other homes. Haha.

Ham Ham is still as active as before. She is the smartest around the 3 hamsters. She knew how to build a nest while the other 2 will only pull the tissue paper into their little home. Haha.

Now a little about Noby. She is on her way to 5kg. Oh gosh. She is really fat. I have been calling her piggy, doggy and cockroach. She love to follow people around like a doggy and she will try her very best to make you trip. Fell for her trick many times already. Haha. She is also like a cockroach, roaming around the whole house like nobody business. Haha. She is like the queen of the house. But no no... Ham Ham is the queen. =P

I want to watch Helen, The Fox. Anyone wants to catch this movie as well? Let's go together. Heard form my brother that its a really great movie. According to Darius, it is a click movie, meaning sad + funny + with a moral behind the story.

I WANT TO WATCH!

ARGH!!!~ AA is a disaster. Though we knew what we had done wrongly partially, we also do not know where we have gone wrong partially. Went to look for Chiang but he is not on his desk so we went to Peter Ooi and engaged some help in deriving at certain answers. We came up with weird ideas of recording what the lecturers said and replay when we cannot remember. Haha. Can't remember who thought of this but it must be Darius or Liyana. Haha.

Next Monday we will be continuing from where we stopped in the morning till the evening. Another long day for me. Really don't like to stay in school. Hehe. =P AA is so horrible. The tutorial for next week is so tough. I haven't finish AA and CRA tutorial which are due on Tuesday and Monday respectively. ARGH!!!~ Headache.

Finished another drama again. Its Save the Last Dance, Zui Hou Zi Wu. Oh my god. Its really sweet. The plot is pretty much okay. What is best is the love between the 2 main leads. Its so touching. Cried buckets the whole of yesterday because of them. Haha.

I want more dramas!!!~

I am crying inside my heart. After spending hours on the AA project, we only gotten a C+, 1 mark away from B for our project. ARGH!!!

We have plans to redo the project and resubmit next week.

I am not thinking now. Just woke up from a nap because I couldn't sleep last night. We had a AA quiz this morning and I only started studying yesterday so I couldn't sleep. The quiz is manageable due to the fact that I did study even though it is only a 5% coursework. I am so happy. I work hard and hopefully it pays off. =)

Now a little lame joke for everything which I know though Full House.

Q: A rabbit and a very fast tortise race, who won?

A: The tortise. Cause I have said that it is very fast.

Q: A rabbit and a tortise wearing sunglasses race, who won?

A: The tortise. Cause after removing the sunglasses, he is the very fast tortise early.

Personal family joke.

Q: Noby and a tortise race, who won?

A: The tortise. Why? Cause the tortise threw some vegetables and newspaper to Noby and gotten his friends to massage her.

I think many of you don't understand this. Noby has 3 bad habits. She is love to eat, tear newspaper and for people to massage her. As long as you do 1 of these 3, she won't move. She is a fat lazy rabbit. =P