Saturday, September 30, 2006
I love cookies. Haha. Especially the ones that I bake with Eilin. Haha.

Spent almost the whole of yesterday at her place baking cookies. Got to know her mum who is a really humourous person. =)

Well, I made big mistake with the egg and luckily with Eilin's and her mum's help, we managed to reverse the situation. Haha.

Well, the cookies turned out better than expected. It tastes so good. Yummy. The first time I tried it, I thought I was eating Famous Amos. Haha. A little exaggerating. BUT, even my boyfriend also ask whether I bought it or baked it. Haha. So ya, its of very good standard. Don't play play. Haha.

Its my first attempt to bake cookies and it turned out great. Thanks to my 'teacher', Eilin Koh. Haha. We baked 2 packets and at first we were still very careful with the shapes of the cookies and at the end of it, we were playing with the dough. Haha. But still, it tastes wonderful. =P

I want to bake cookies again real soon. My mission for the moment, finish all the cookies as soon as possible. Haha.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 7:06 PM | 0 comments
Thursday, September 28, 2006
I felt so pampered during this past few weeks.

My bf made the effort to send me at least a sms each day and he tried to push aside his hunger of not having a single meal the whole day just to meet me for just an hour.

To think that I made him really angry that day he still initiate to call me during his only small break the very next day, I am really touched.

All I can say is I am very pampered now. This is something that I never felt before in the past.

How we started is really like a fairy tale and I hope we will have the fairy tale ending.
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I lost 2kg in 4 weeks time and now I gain a pathetic 0.5kg. ARGH!!!~ I am only 44kg now. My BMI is only 17.18 now.

I have been rushing around like a mad woman today. Went to work in a rush, rush back to Tampines in a rush, had my lunch in a rush and rush back to school in a rush. Even when I was doing the paper, I was in a rush. Today is so rush. Should have taken a 1 day leave today. Haiz.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 2:48 AM | 0 comments
Sunday, September 24, 2006
To those who were concern about my previous posts, I am feeling much much better except that when I look at CRA notes, I feel like sleeping. Haha. Terrible me.

Better get back to the notes, I don't wish to repeat a year.
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
I felt like an abandoned puppy.

I was left seating alone under my cousin's block today for almost an hour. Most importantly, I was facing the car park at the void deck because no one is at home and this little puppy is growling at me when I go near the table at the void deck. I was almost crying about my ill-fate. Imagine this girl sitting at the car park eating her lunch and been there for almost an hour. What would people think? Its not that I don't want to go anywhere but I was expecting them to come back real fast but too bad it is not happening.

When I was teaching her tuition, I felt like vomitting blood cos she wouldn't answer my questions of whether she understand what am I talking about. I felt like a mad woman raising her voice at this mute that couldn't talk.

When I reached home, I was experiencing this breathing difficulties and my spine is killing me. I have some problems with my spine and I cannot sit without leaning on something for very long. I just hope that I don't hurt my nerves again. I don't wish to be bed-ridden for the rest of my life. I want to be kicking away. ARGH!!

Its just a terrible day for me today.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 2:31 AM | 0 comments
Friday, September 22, 2006
I NEED PANADOL!!!

I have been having this bad headache since yesterday. Didn't take any panadol. Thought that it was due to lack of sleep but no no. Haiz.

I have been feeling so wrong lately. Kept insisting on the wrong timing for tomorrow on campus session and to meet the wrong person. Gosh. I am really not myself. Luckily I haven't done anything wrong at work so far.

Work is so boring yet what I like. I still have 1 whole stack of invoices to update on Monday. ARGH!!!~ I am feeling all the stress building up. Actually the invoices are never ending. It just keep coming to my table. Considering that I am sharing a table with another temporary staff, I don't have much space for paper work. Everytime I finish 1 stack of invoices, I see another stack coming my way. Its bad enough that I am the only A&F intern student there. Luckily, my colleagues were great. They even asked me out for lunch recently. Mooncakes were offered to me as well. I feel really blessed there as I heard really horrible stories from other A&F peeps.

Well, way home without me is boring as commented by Wan Xin and Pei San. Well, I just can't help trying to make things light-hearted but the clown is operating on battery. My battery is low now. I need to recharge over the weekend but I am going to start spending this weekend studying hard for CRA paper. So, be prepared to see a dead fish floating on the sea next week.

I have read this synopsis on this upcoming movie: Death Note. Its a Japanese movie and is supposed to be scary. I want to catch it, anyone wants to catch it with me?

Brrr~~ So cold... I guess I better go rest first.

Oh yes, I have nothing to write for this week reflection journal. Mental block.
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Hottest topic at home now is Derrick. No, not that superstar, Derrick, but my boyfriend, Derrick. Ever since they caught me alighting from his car that time, a lot of questions were coming in. Seems like my mum is beginning to like him. Haha. That's good.

Recently I am becoming a big 'sotong'. Everything also 'sotong'. Luckily it didn't happened at work if not I will get sacked. Haha. Better work hard to cure my 'sotongness'. Haha.
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
AH!!! I am so hungry now. My uncle and his gf are enjoying their bee hoon now and I only got plain rice. Wahhhh!!~ That is because we got this last minute BBQ thing today so there isn't food at home and I am going to the chalet late because I am going to Pasar Malam first.

I am so hungry.

Work is okay so far. Didn't get to eat lunch yesterday, don't ask why. Frustrated just thinking about it. That's all I guess. Lazy to blog.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 3:15 AM | 0 comments
Monday, September 11, 2006
Something happened and I am the last to know. I felt so bad. I knew today must be a bad bad day for me but I didn't expect it to turned out that way. I am such a bad bad girl.

Something happened and I cannot let anyone know about it. Had a talk with * and I cried secretly. I am afraid and scared. Please don't do it to ** again. I promise to be a good girl. Just stop all the doings to **. I want everyone to be well.

I am sorry but I need to replace a lot of words with * to prevent anyone from knowing or finding out the truth.

I wish for no more crying. I wish for no more pain. I wish for everyone to be well. Please make my wishes come true. I promise to be good.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 2:12 AM | 0 comments
I am posted to Tradewinds Tours & Travel. I will be heading to Robinson Road every weekday from now onwards.
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
I am angry with myself.

I have no idea why.

I cut off all forms of contact method to reach me.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 1:25 AM | 0 comments
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Okay, I am not throwing my handphone aside today. Don't ask me the reason. Haha.

Bad news for those who takes AA. Someone found out from Dennis Chiang that AA and CRA were very badly done. A lot of us will have to take supp papers. I can see myself as 1 for AA.

Another bad news. Release of results on 14 Sep, via sms will most probably be on 13 Sep. First day of SIP and I bet many of us A&F peeps will be gloomy on the first day of work. ARGH!!~

I really hope I pass my AA. Even a just pass would be great. I don't wish to be taking 2 supp papers. I haven't taken any supp papers for the whole of my poly life yet. I don't wish to take it because I failed 1 of my elective. I want to keep a clean record for myself. ARGH!!~

*Pull hairs*

Don't mind me asking, what time are we supposed to report tomorrow morning? 8.45am or 8.30am? Haha. It is stated 8.45am in my organiser but I remember we are supposed to reach there 15 minutes earlier. So is it 8.30am or 8.45am? Kindly let me know soon. Thanks.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 9:11 PM | 0 comments
I am thinking of switching off my handphone for a day. Will that be good? I feel like I am a slave of my handphone now. When it rings, I have to pick it up immediately or read my sms immediately. I want to throw my phone aside and have a day of peace. Can I?

I think I will throw my phone aside tomorrow. If you guys want to reach me, call my house. I may answer or may not answer. I just don't wish to be a slave of own handphone. I want to relax for a day before we start our internship. Or you may want to see if you can get me on MSN. Just a little note, I may be away from the keyboard most of times.

I felt so bored. I want to eat pasta. Anyone wants to join me? Go parkway find Eilin and eat pasta? I am missing baked pasta now. ARGH!!~ I want baked pasta!!!
posted by Kelly.Kel at 3:47 AM | 0 comments
Friday, September 08, 2006
I went for a shopping trip with Wei Tian aka Joyce today. Its a last-minute arrangement to look at some SIP and casual stuffs.

We went to several shops before going to This Fashion to look for Pei Shan. Found 1 shorts and 1 spag top for myself there and I got a 20% discount all thanks to Pei Shan's colleague. Hehe.


Next, we went to Mondo to look at pumps and both Joyce and I bought the same design of pumps for ourselves. Its a black pointed pumps with slight heel, maybe about 0.5cm only. It looks really good and is really comfortable. Hehe.

Size 37 is too big for me. The sales girl told me to get size 37 instead of 36 because it is a pointed pair so I took her advise. Now I realized that it is really too big. Argh!!~

Maybe I will have to stuff tissue paper inside. The sales girl told me that the cutting is small. Its big and not small. My usual size is 37 and it fits perfectly but this size 37 is big. Gosh. But I simply love this pair a lot. =)

We went to the information counter to see if we can exchange for the game card but instead we gotten ourselves a $5 Metro voucher each. Not bad considering that we only bought a pair of pumps each. Hehe. Maybe I should upload a pic of the pumps.

And please, don't tell me that it is aunty-ish. Especially Guiqi. Thank you. =P

Haha. Guess that is for all. Off I go. Tata.

Update: I went back to change for size 36. Hehe.
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Spent hours on the purple passion blogskin and I am back with this old blogskin. Still find it the best. Hehe.

Okay. News before I begin my blogging:

A&F peeps, SIP Launch is at LT17 not LT 20.
Don't end up in the wrong LT.

Now, I can begin with my blogging. =)

My MC had been approved for CRA paper. So I will be taking the supp paper and my paper will be graded. So happy. =) Didn't know that we cannot submit MC for the exam period to the Biz General Office like we always did for normal days. For exam period, we are supposed to go to the Registrar Office to submit and usually you will know the result of the MC immediately. For me I did not get the approval immediately because my doc did not state that I was unfit for exam and only state that I was unfit for school so the officer will have to call up my doc to check. But it just so happens that my doc was having his lunch break. -.-"

Haha. It doesn't matter now. What matters is, my MC had been approved. So happy. =D

SIP is starting beginning soon. So excited, I wonder where was I posted to. Well, the call received during the BTM paper is not from my SIP company. Its from 1 projectmate from FOT. If you recall I did blog about my projectmates for FOT before. Yes, its 1 of them.

Hey, I just received an email from Aminah. Its so true. Those in red, are those that really made me laugh. Have fun going through it. =)

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit

Smart boss + dumb employee = production

Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion

Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY


Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 10:28 PM | 0 comments
Monday, September 04, 2006
I am stressed up. Yesterday was the only day I felt really relax being with Guiqi and her HK. Though I am like a gaint lightbulb walking behind or besides Guiqi. But this also taught me never to go out with a couple again. =P

I am so stressed. I haven't really started studying for CRA supp paper and my MC yesterday was almost not approved. Luckily it was approved in the end. Have to head back to collect the approval slip later.

Yesterday, Daniel, Samuel Phua and Leon did not make through the Superstar audition. Well, they each mentioned something about why they didn't make it.

I felt tired everyday. I have no idea whether it is physically or mentally tired. Most probably mentally tired. I just don't feel good. Someone please stabbed me with a knife. Thank you.

I finally bought Wei Xiao Pasta OST. Its great. Sounds so good. I have yet to finish listening to it.

ARGH!!!~ Guess I better start studying CRA now. Had not study a single thing yesterday. So tata...

PS: Guiqi, you promised me something so please keep your words. Thank you. =)
posted by Kelly.Kel at 8:34 PM | 0 comments
Saturday, September 02, 2006
I thought my fever went down yesterday, then I stopped taking the fever medicine. Now it came back and I was so blur that I forget that my knee is made of flesh and bone so I go and hit my knee against the wood. Now it is bleeding and I couldn't walk properly. Too painful. It hurts so badly. I want a walking stick.

Hopefully I didn't hurt my nerves again. I don't want to do therapy AGAIN. Though my therapist is a really cute guy. Haha. He is from Hongkong and has the accent when he speaks. I think I got affiliate with people from Hongkong. Meet so many people from Hongkong. Haha.

Hey, my knee hurts like hell and I am talking about my therapist. I must be really mad.
posted by Kelly.Kel at 3:02 AM | 0 comments
Friday, September 01, 2006
Method 1: Sleep late just to wait for your medicine time and wake up early which to take your medicine.
Method 2: Bath after 10pm.
Method 3: Eat chocolate immediately after you recover.

The above 3 methods, I have done 2 and I don't feel good at all. I feel so terrible.

I sleep late and wake up early. Didn't have enough rest and I got to go to my cousin's place to teach tuition tomorrow because I want to collect the fees. So I can forget about resting tomorrow.

I bathed at about 10.30pm just now. Not that I haven't bath for the day. It is just that I felt hot so I went to take a bathe and now I am sneezing away.

Today is my dad's birthday and my mum bought a 100% chocolate cake and I can only watch when everyone is enjoying their slice of cake. I ALSO WANT!

So I told my mum to keep 1 slice for me and I shall eat it immediately after I recover and immediately go back to see my doctor. Haha.

I am feeling so cold now. *Shivers*

Guess what I had for the whole day? Fish porridge. God. I didn't know I can survive on fish porridge for the whole day. But it doesn't matter. Anything that entered my mouth has the taste of medicine. I hate it when I am sick and on medication.

I think I am overdosed. Gosh. I have been taking my medication 1 hour earlier everytime without realizing. Its until now then I realized. I must be really sick.

I need to start getting ready for CRA supp paper which I expect it to be extremely difficult. I need to concentrate. I need to get enough sleep. I need to stop watching dramas. I need to ... I need to ... I need to ... I need to ...
posted by Kelly.Kel at 8:08 AM | 0 comments