A-Girl's Blog

2008-11-18T21:10:00.000-08:00

-.-

2006-12-05T00:03:00.000-08:00

You will soon hear MRT ghost stories. Thanks to the many who decided to end their lives by committing suicide at the MRT stations. -.- I got nothing to say other than they are simply selfish people.

School started today. Saw almost everyone after the 12 weeks internship. I miss them hell lots. I miss walking to the bus stop. I miss taking bus 23 or 15 to school. I miss the bridge. I miss the cargo lift. I miss the LTs. I miss everything about TP. OMG. To think that I will graduate in another 3 months time, I am going to miss TP so much.

To my HTM internship 'colleagues': JIAYOU!!!

Getting lazy to update so tata.

END OF SIP

2006-12-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

Hohoho.

Firstly, I want to congrat all A&F Year 3. Yesterday or for some, today marks the end of SIP.

Got a splendid day yesterday. But idiotic me brought camera but didn't take photos. Lol.

Anyway, I just woke up. Wahahaha. Reach home late and chit chat with Michelle till 1am. Erm... lol. Ok, I am real tired. Had a small IG gathering yesterday at Sharon's condo. Haha. Lots of things happened and I watched half of "He is the man". I WANT TO WATCH THE WHOLE SHOW! Lol. Queen of Dramas wanna watch the whole show. =P

Deathnote 2 is coming soon. 28 Dec. Anyone wanna watch? Hehe. Anyway, I did watch Deathnote 1. Haha.

Ok, I have no idea what else to say so tata.

Tired Yawn

2006-11-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOO!!! *Sniff sniff*

I am catching a cold. -.-' Curse the air-con. =P

Work today is very much the same except that I saw a very pretty sight. Hehe. I saw the clouds covering a tower. Took a picture of it but too lazy to upload. =P Promise to upload tomorrow.

I chit chat with many people in the office today. Hehe. But the sad thing is I am leaving soon. -.-

Met my GM in the pantry when I went in to get some water and saw him looking out of the window. He heard me coming in and turned around with an embarassed look and laughed then he said something about cleaning the windows. That's when I realized that he is holding a piece of toilet paper and he had been wiping the windows when I entered the pantry. Oops. I interrupted his 'wiping' session. =P

Meet Steph, Shawn and Sue for dinner today. Hey, 3 Ss. Lol. Okay we are already planning on our next meetup session. =D In the meanwhile, I am tired and need my sleep so tata.

Getting fat?

2006-11-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

Just now mummy commented that I am getting rounder. Waaaaa~ But dad told me I am skinny. Erm... -.-'

Lol. I agree that I am getting a little round. Wahahaha. I need to exercise and am now weighing 45kg. Actually that is still slightly underweight but I don't really like being too round. Wahahahaha. Time to exercise. *Making a mental note*

Nothing else to update about cos I can't think now. Too sleepy. So tata.

Chalet

2006-11-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

Group photo of my paternal side cousins (some did not took with us). Sorry for the bad lighting. =D

My younger brother, cousin and me. Erm... I know they looked like 1 young couple but they aren't. I am trying to act cute behind them. Wahahaha.

My cousins and my younger brother again.

Lovely Hazel, I think she is my cousin not neice. Wahahaha. I come from a big family and I really have difficulties trying to make out who is who.

Her little sister, Hilda. Isn't she adorable?

The sea view from the room I stayed overnight in.

Another seaview.

The sky. So pretty.

The beach and the bbq pit. Hohoho.

The beach and the sea.

Jolly Shandy and pillows. Yum yum.

Me with my cousin, the birthday girl.

Holding her rocher bouquet. =D

I drank coke martini on Friday and Jolly Shandy on Saturday. I am getting hooked on to drinking alcoholic drinks. That's bad. Wahahaha. Too many things happened and I am just too lazy to update about it. Maybe next time. I am out of here. Tata.

Home

2006-11-12T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hurray!!! I stayed home without going out with friends this weekend. =D So happy with my little accomplishment. Wahahaha.

I have been seeing Eilin every weekend since I think the 3rd week of SIP till now and FINALLY I did not see her this week. Hohoho. BUT, I will be meeting her tomorrow. Lol.

I went to UOB on Saturday to open an account to apply for a debit card. Hey, I am not rich just that I want to separate my spending away from my savings. Haha.

Other than the UOB trip, I stayed at home all day. =D I chatted with my cousin, the one who is turning 21 this coming Friday, for 2 days straight. She is certainly making me go crazy. Lol. We joked and chit chat whatever things that come into our minds. Most of the times, she is talking non-sense and I am replying non-sense as well. Wahahaha. =P

Can't wait for this Friday. Sitting by the beach, enjoying Vodka and going crazy together with my cousins. Lol. My cousins and I can really go all crazy when we were together. In fact, since when we haven't? Wahahaha. Staying overnight and hopefully a movie marathon. =D I hope I can survive through the night without falling asleep before sunrise. Hehe. Not sure if the view at Changi will be good. Hohoho. Maybe we will go ah-gua hunting. Haha.

TGIF

2006-11-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

TGIF!!!

I did not manage to balance my bank reconciliation BUT I am not affected. Hohoho. For 1 simple reason that is my SIP is ending in 3 weeks time. Wahahaha.

I have a lot of things that I want to blog about but the moment the 'create post' page appears, I get a mental block. -.-'

Ok. I went to Amara for lunch twice this week with Wan Xin and once with Darius and guess what. It rained the 2 times we went there for lunch. Zzz... Why so 'suay'? Ok, next time when we decide to go Amara, umbrella is a must. Lol.

I am so sleepy today. Pratically sleeping through work. =D Don't let them know. Shhhh!!! Haha. Thankfully I have some entertainment at work. The conversation going on between the tour managers and emails to and from Leanne. =)

I think I am becoming a little anti-social. =x I haven't been able to chat with most of my lunch 'ka kis'. =( Well, I thought I was the only one but soon realized that Wan Xin felt the same too. Not sure what is the reason, just feel a little uncomfortable. Perhaps it is because I haven't been lunching with them much lately. =[

Just realized that my cousin's b'day party will be without BBQ. Zzz... So no BBQ for me but heard that they might be having a BBQ session the next day so maybe I will head back to the chalet to enjoy the BBQ session. =P

Mental block~

M.A.D

2006-11-07T15:07:00.000-08:00

Tired. Zzz...

I haven't been reaching home before 7.30pm for the past few days. Just pray that I GET to get home before 7.30pm for the remaining 3 weekdays. Lol.

Okay. I told myself not to go out during the weekends but because of some unforeseen circumstances, I have to get my lazy bum out of the house.

Met Eilin at Orchard then went shopping then to my god-mother's shop then go shop a while more then to the airport and finally home sweet home. Haha. I reached home closed to 10pm because the stupid bus just won't come. Then Monday was because I went for facial. Lol. Speaking of vanity. =P Yesterday was spent shopping for something. Zzz...

Now that I thought I need not stay out anymore, I might have to accompany Guiqi today. Lol. She had been totally pissed off by the M1 customer service officer yesterday. Haha.

Wan Xin said that I sounds and seems very happy everyday despite of work. Haha. I agree. I prefer to be overloaded then to sit there with nothing to do. =P

Today, I will be starting on bank recon again. Good thing is most of the stuffs are not ready and I need not do bank recon for 3 days straight. Lol. So I will be asking for other stuffs to do before I start to rot in my seat. =D

Okay, off I go. Tata.

Aunty???

2006-11-04T16:04:00.000-08:00

I woke up early in the morning to walk from my house to Old Chang Kee(OCK) at Tampines MRT station to buy breakfast for my family, my treat.

I went there and asked if they have Carrot K8 ready and before I can asked if it is vegetarian, the aunty quickly went into the kitchen and bring out the Carrot K8. Another aunty inside, told her that she is not done and guess what she said?

'I am showing it to that AUNTY.'

You should really look at my face. I was so shocked by that sentence. Do I really look aunty??? ='( *Sniff sniff*

Ok, I decided that maybe it is because I woke up too early and walk all the way to the MRT station to get breakfast, that's why she thought that I was an aunty. Then she asked if today is the 1st or 15th of the lunar month then I told her its the 15th cos I heard my mum talking about it just yesterday. Then she told me that she don't know the lunar calendar, she only knows the pay day. Dotz. Is she indirectly calling me an aunty again? *Sniff again*

Waaaaa~ Am I really getting auntish? NO!!!~ I don't want to be aunty though I have nieces who are 1 year younger than me, but I don't want to be aunty. NO!!!~

The first time someone called me an aunty is I think last year. Its Mr Chng's daughter. He told his daughter to call me 'aunty Kelly'. My god. Am I that old? I still have not hit the 2 digit. Waaaaaa!!~ Even my cousins, nieces and nephews never call me aunty or sis Kelly. Haiz. I am aging. ='( *Sniff sniff*

Random

2006-11-03T17:14:00.000-08:00

The new pumps that I bought from Mondo as per mentioned in the previous entry:

Taken in the lift when I came back from lunch:

Taken from my seat at Tradewinds. The clouds look so pretty.

The topic that is surrounding me lately is 'suicide'.

Seriously, I don't understand why people choose suicide as the last resort to their problems. I admit that I did think of it but I won't do it. I don't see suicide as a solution but to hide from problems and to create more problems.

Sorry if I am offending any of you who have loved ones who did commit suicide, its just my POV. You can always leave this blog. =)

Okay back to the topic. Is suicide really the solution to problems? Lets take for example you are under depression and you decided to end your life to end the misery. Yes, you may be able to end your misery but what if you failed to die? Who is the one suffering then? Then what if you really did die? The next person to be down with misery and depression is your loved ones.

A lot of things in life can be walked out of. I have been down with depression when I was in MJC. How did I overcome it? I find alternative solutions and to bury myself in food. I kept eating because a certain level of glucose will keep you happy for a period of time. Okay, if you do not have the ability to spend on food, then spend time with friends and families. Don't tell yourself that you don't have the time. When you kept saying it, you really do not have the time. When you tell yourself that I have got the time to do all these, you will realize that you have plenty of time. Its our mentality that control us.

Why do I say that suicide is not a solution but a 'trouble-maker'? Life is short and everyone only has one trial in one lifetime so why not treasure it since you do not know what will happen to you after that or the next lifetime? When you end your life, you end all the fun you will have in the later part of your life. When you end your life, the younger ones pick it up and when they meet obstacles, they decided to follow your path. When you end your life, how guilty and upset your friends and families will be feeling?

Think not only of yourself, think of those who loves you. When you end your life, its not only your friends and families who are upset. Your neighbours and even strangers felt sad. A little action of yours can actually bring about such great impact to so many people so is suicide really a solution to problems? NO!

Its foolish to even attempt suicide. The one who leave the world first is the one who break from misery but the people whom you left behind, is the one who will be suffering. Suicide is never a solution but a even bigger problem.

So people who are considering to end your life at any point of your life, think back about your family and friends. =)

Mad

2006-11-02T04:22:00.000-08:00

I think people were shocked by my vulgarities in my previous post. Haha. Okay, some clarification before you judge me. I am not 1 who uses vulgarities. When its forced out of my mouth, I am really very pissed off with that person. Haha. But now, who cares about that idiot? =D

Tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! You have no ideas how happy am I to know that tomorrow is a Friday. I love weekends!!! Haha.

I BOUGHT NEW HEELS! Okay. I won't buy if it is not for the fact that my old heels is going to fall apart soon. I bought that old heels early this year and it is going to 'retire' soon. -.-'

Haha. Okay I bought the heels from Mondo. Its a white peep toe pumps with a 2cm to 1 inch high heels. There is a little pink button at the front. Hehe. So cute. =X Okay, Wan Xin said that it suits me very well. What can I say? I just love white shoes. =P Erm... no school shoes please. =D

After buying this pair of heels, I am itching to get more shoes. I WANT MORE SHOES!!!

Haiz. I need to start controlling my spending these days. I am spending like there's no tomorrow. My tuition pay still has not come in yet but MY COUSIN PASSED HER MATHS. You have no idea how happy am I. So happy that MY effort pays off. Wahahaha. I have been giving extra lessons when it is close to her exam and forcing myself to go to her house when I am sick. You see, how great a tutor am I. =P

BUT, she still hasn't get back her paper to see her marks so I am praying that its not just a borderline pass. Hopefully its at least 60. =D

My other cousin, Esther, is celebrating her 21st birthday soon, this month. So happy for her AND myself. Wahahaha. I get to eat lots of BBQ food. Yum yum. =P But I have to get to her party from work. Zzz... Asked her to come to Tanjong Pagar to give me a lift to her party and she asked me where is Tanjong Pagar. -.-' Okay. I think I can only count on her to give me a ride from my house to Tampines Mall which is only a 10 minutes walk. Wahahaha.

I just realized that my memory is failing me. Wahahaha. Just asked Leanne how many times have I told her that I have forgotten and starts digging through the archives in my brain for the right file. Haha. Okay, you can also try asking my colleagues about it. I kept forgetting things which happens only recently or maybe a moment ago. What is happening to my brain? I think I need to give it a thorough 'hard disk' clean up to free up some 'capacity' for other stuffs. Wahahaha.

I WANT TO DO A TAROT CARD READING!

WTF

2006-10-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

Ok, I am totally pissed off. Pissed off by this particular person who thinks he is a know-it-all.

WTF. (Sorry about my language, just take the F as fish.)

I just merely asked a question and ending it with a small joke and he said that I made a big fuss out of it. How I know he left his phone at home? How I know his gf will go and read this sms and make a big fuss out of it?

HELLO!!! I am not the one who is making a fuss but YOUR gf. So what is going on?

You just won't listen and it just shows that you are stubborn. Told you I didn't mean to give your gf a big woohaa. Apologize and you just won't listen. Don't know what got into your brain.

You think I love to have people giving me a dressing down? WTF. Don't make me mad at the end of the day when I have a great day today. WTH.

ESCAPE!!!

2006-10-28T20:18:00.000-07:00

*Hides*

I am getting a little mad lately. Super mad. Haha.

We went to ESCAPE yesterday!!! Its fantastic, beyond description.

We each paid $10 to get in (Halloween special promotion) and here is our group photos (before entering):

Our first stop, Haunted:

Its a haunted house whereby there is a guide who will guide us through the haunted house. Before we enter the haunted house, my cousin, Jing Yu, had been warning me about a 'ghost' that will be behind the door so the moment I stepped in, I searched for the 'ghost'. Wahaha. I found it and was pointing to Eilin and Chiu Yan that there is a 'ghost' behind the door. Haha. At that point of time, the position is my cousin in front, behind the guide, me behind my cousin, Chiu Yan behind me and Eilin the last. No idea when did it happen, I am the last. Haha.

Okay, I only heard screams and the whining of the guide when I was in the haunted house. Whining from the guide whose shirt was almost torn by my cousin who won't let go of his shirt. Haha. Screaming and shouting were from Eilin (mainly her), my cousin and Chiu Yan. At 1 point of time, Eilin suddenly squatted down when this 'ghost' in black cloak initially not moving, suddenly started to approach us. Haha.

Seriously, I wasn't scared off by the 'ghosts' but Eilin Koh. =P She was screaming and shouting throughout the whole journey. Haha. Finally we managed to get out of the haunted house and this 'ghost' in white cloak came out with us to scare people off.

Next stop is Kite Flyer:

This is a fantastic ride. I feel like I am flying like Superman. Haha. Its so fun. Before the ride started, I was still teasing Eilin who initally wanted to scare the 'ghosts' but was instead scared off by them. Haha.

The turns and up and downs makes me feel like I want to learn to fly. I really like that feeling. I am a Superwoman. =D

Next stop is Wet 'n' Wild:

Erm... its not for 3 paxs but 2. Wahahaha. The queue was super long but chit chatting makes it seems pretty short. My cousin took the front seat while I took the back 1 and we were wondering from the start whether there will be any 'ghosts' hiding in the river, trying to scare us.

Sadly, there isn't any. All we saw were real bats flying around. I was soaking wet when the ride ended. Haha.

When we came out of the ride, we saw this 'ghost' following a group of girls, wanting to scare them. But instead, the 'ghost' got a shock of his life to be scared off by my cousin. Wahaha.

Next stop is Daytona Go-Kart (Advanced):

The queue is again super long for this. Its really fun 'driving'. But at the downward sloping slope, 4 cars got into an accident. Namely, Chiu Yan's, Qiu Xia's, another unknown guy and mine. Haha. The guy was trying to overtake our cars but instead all 4 cars got into an accident because of this. Haha.

It feels so cool to be 'driving'. ^^

Next stop is Flipper:

We took a picture before we took off for a 'space journey'. I love Flipper, we were all screaming for the sake of screaming. Haha. Its just so fun to be screaming away when you are on the ride.

Only Chiu Yan, Pei Shan, my cousin and I took the ride. Pei Ling is so afraid to get giddy after the ride so her bf accompanied her to wait for us. If you are wondering, Eilin and Qiu Xia did not took the ride because they went to queue for the pirate ship. Last ride for most but 2nd last for me and my cousins. =D

Here comes, Pirate Ship:

We went to join Eilin and Qiu Xia immediately after the ride in the queue for Pirate Ship. Then my other cousin, Shermaine, came along to join us. Pirate Ship is great, we were all competing with one another to scream and shout at the top of our lungs. Wahaha.

Its the last ride for Qiu Xia, Eilin, Chiu Yan and Pei Shan but not for me and my cousins.

We went for Family Coaster:

Haha. I just love the speed of Family Coaster. Its the speed that gives you the thrill. Its our last ride of the day and we went off to the 'mini graveyard' to pay our 'respects' to the deads.

Miss me?

2006-10-27T06:16:00.000-07:00

Did you guys miss me yesterday? I heard a big loud 'NO'. Haha.

Ok. I was really busy yesterday. After work, I went to teach tuition and reach home at about 10pm and went to sleep almost immediately. I was truly tired. Today I came home, rest for a while and went to see my dearest DOCTOR. Haha.

Guess how many medicines I am supposed to take. Its 5!!! OMG. To think that I only have a sore throat, slight flu and cough, I am supposed to take 5 medicines, I want to faint. But who cares? I just want to stop coughing and stop the flu. Been coughing really badly at work for the past 3 days.

I am so so so so and I MEAN so stupid to leave 'Follow Your Heart' in the office today. I am going to miss it for the next 2 days. ARGH!!!

Its been years since I went to the Tampines Regional Library, today I stepped into it again because of Wan Xin and I BORROWED a book. Cool! Haha. Ok. I just need to remember to return it when it is due. Haha. I have got the worst memory you can ever imagine. Haha.

As we were walking to the library, we passed by this handphone dealer who actually called out to us. 'Babes, want to buy a new handphone?'

At that point of time, I was talking to Wan Xin about her 21st birthday which is coming real soon and she joked about asking me to open a party for her. Immediately after the dealer said that sentence, I told Wan Xin: 'I don't mind'. Haha. You should see the sparkles in the dealer's eyes. Haha.

Anyway, ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH DEATHNOTE? I am still looking for people to watch Deathnote with me. ARGH!!! Cos Wan Xin and Pei Shan couldn't match my schedule and I couldn't match theirs as well. Haiz.

I am going to stress myself up for the next few months. Woohoo. Haha. I intend to start a small small business selling clothes and accessories but I need to get the capital and supplier to supply the goods to me. Need to start drawing up my own business plan already. PLUS, I think I am going to teach another kid tuition. Everything is not confirm till perhaps Sunday. =)

Going off to sleep. Tata.

Choked on water erm...

2006-10-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

As per the title. How stupid can I get, I am wondering to myself right now. Haha. Well, sometimes its good to be stupid cos you can really make yourself smile after that. *Smiling*

Haha. I am rubbish and nuts. I was eating my cheese bread at work today and then took a sip from my bottle and there, I choked on water. Trust me, I was coughing so loudly in the office that even the GM heard my coughing. Haha.

I hearts my poor throat. I am coughing and sneezing away right now. Am I falling sick? Can I get a MC? I feel like staying at home tomorrow.

EK says I need honey lemon drink. I got honey at home BUT where is my LEMON? I am becoming a little mad now.

Okay, mad girl is feeling tired so tata. Good night.

Sore throat

2006-10-24T16:23:00.000-07:00

Erm... I am getting a sore throat when the PSI is decreasing. =P It sounds so wrong, right?

Haha. That is due to too much cookies and chips. Oops. Hehe. When I have got nothing to do, I keep eating. My mouth just won't stop. When I feel stressed up, I also keep eating. But why, just tell me why my weight never go above the 46kg mark? ARGH!!!

After much eating, revamping of blog and friendster profile, I decided to hit the bookstores to get myself BOOKS!!! Haha. Feel that Queen of Dramas is no longer Queen of Dramas anymore. Haha. I feel like Queen of Nobody. Haha.

What books did I get?

Follow Your Heart by Andrew Matthews
Why Men Don't Listen & Women Can't Read Maps by Allan & Barbara Pease (As per recommended by EK)

Both books are what you call self-improvement books. Haha. I need to improve myself more now. I am currently on Follow Your Heart. Its a good book. It teaches you how to see every obstacles in life is actually a learning process and will lead you to finding your own goals. I am still at the beginning and I hope to finish the book before the end of this week. Haha.

I am also interested in getting another book by Andrew Matthews, Being Happy. It teaches you how to be happy. Okay, I know it sounds weird to let a book teach you how to be happy but we must admit that our lives are too complicated, sometimes I feel that I have lost my true self. I just need something to guide me back to my true self.

HEY, I am going to be late for work if I still don't leave the house. So tata till I have time. Haha.

How's the blogskin now?

2006-10-23T22:11:00.000-07:00

People, I spent hours on this. Do you like it?

I am quite a white and black person. Haha. Just did a change to the fonts, colours and the background but it took me hours. -.-'

Haha. I am not very good with the HTML codes so I was testing around. Haha.

Well, the flower in the background is Calla Lily, my favourite flower. Hehe. It usually appears during wedding and is super rare in Singapore. You need to order them in bulk and they don't sell just 1 stalk. Haha.

Let me know what you guys think about this new skin okay? Thanks. =D

I am so tired

2006-10-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

I am so tired.

I want to sleep.

So tired.

Zzz...

My brothers

2006-10-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

Just now I was telling Wee Hong about my plans and when we were done, he told me he got to go because he need to go back to camp to book in already. Then I realized that my elder brother is standing at the fridge drinking something. Haha. I think its milk. Then I was wondering why he is still at home at this hour. Haha. Then he told me he is clearing his leave and he took off tomorrow. Oh god. It means that I have to see him for another 2 days straight?

Okay. I haven't talk about my family before in my blog, now its time. =D

Elder Brother:

My elder brother is a very smart guy (actually I am the stupiest in the family). He scored very well without studying to go to Ngee Ann then scored well to get into SP without studying again and he graduates from SP with a GPA 2 something (I think) without studying again. Sometimes I really wonder if he really did study, he would be on LKY scholarship award already. He is smart. Haha.

Well, I never thought that the 'looks' genes is in my family. My brother is not good-looking not those types that girls will drool over. He is just a plain guy next door but I love him. It is because he is patient and he is always really sweet to me (afterall I am the only sister he has... haha). I remember that we were in the same session in primary school because he is 2 years older than me.

I go to school together with my brother from primary 2 onwards, he will always walk besides me and ensuring my safety. I remember that a few times I crossed the road without looking out for cars, the cars are actually coming my way and my brother pulled me back in time to save my life (if not I won't be here already). Haha. I am really an idiot atrossing the roads till I reach secondary school. Haha.

There are times when my mum forgotten to give me my allowance and I have to stay back after school and I will always look for my brother because he don't eat in school and he will give me all the money in his wallet. Now you know why I love him? =D

Well, my brother like this girl from the primary school days and I think he still does now. That makes me even more proud to have him as my brother. He never had been in a relationship (at least not that I am aware of) and his persistent in love makes me salute to him.

I really think that looks are not everything, its the character that counts. My brother is definitely one of the every few that is going to extinct already. Haha.

Younger Brother:

My younger brother is again another smart ass. He was top 30% for PSLE and top in level for 2 years and second in level for 1 year and now third in level for the last year. He is smart and hardworking. The way you watch him studies will terrify you. He can study non-stop for the whole day and its only the recent 2 years then he learned to play as well.

Someone told me that my younger brother is cute because of his small small eyes. Haha. Okay. I agree, he can be cute but again I said before the 'looks' genes is not in my family. Haha.

I really enjoy talking to him all the time. He will comfort me when I am feeling down by talking to me after a while when I felt better. He used to be a brat last time, bugging my mum to get whatever he wants but he is now all matured and will listen to what I says. He will also seek my advice when it comes to dressing and appearance. Well, I am not a very fashionable person but I am not that bad. Haha.

Well, all I can say is I am blessed with 2 incredible brothers. 1 who supports me quietly and another who supports me by talking to me. =)

Happy Birthday, JY!!!

2006-10-21T20:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, JY!!!

Be honored girl, I think you are the first to have your pic appeared on my blog. =)

Confession:

Girl, I knew that I have been a very bad friend lately. I haven't care much for your feelings. I apologize here.

I have always felt that I am blessed to have friends around me all the time when I am on a roller coaster. Our friendship started in 2002, its already a 4 years friendship between us and it is still counting.

Just want to let you know that I am really glad and lucky to have you as my friend. Wish you all the best in SIM! =)

Baking Day

2006-10-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

Say hi to my new PIGLET. Haha. I don't have any soft toys on my bed for many years already. Now that PIGLET came along, I am so happy but my mum says no. She don't let me sleep with PIGLET till next year cos she don't wish to be washing PIGLET before new year. PIGLET, just bear with it for a few more months. =D

Its Baking Day today. Went to Eilin's house again to bake cookies. This is the pre-mixed cookies flour that we used. You just need to add butter and egg to it.

That's the dough after mixing it with butter and egg. Erm... no, that's not my hands. Haha. I am the photographer for today. Haha.

The cookies fresh from the oven.

My final products for the day.

Baking Day turns out not as successful as the previous. The cookies are a little bit salty. Think we put too much butter already. But still it tastes good but no longer like Famous Amos. Now its Kelly Famous Cookies. =D

Had a chit chat session with Eilin while waiting for the cookies to be baked. Recall my relationship with HIM (the HIM about a year back if you guys still remember). Thinking back about it actually brought a smile to my face.

I have many sweet memories about our relationship and he is really sweet to me though our relationship is full of quarrels. After the break up, we haven't been keeping in touch with each other for a year plus already. The pain is too much for me and perhaps him as well. What I went through at that time is too much for me to handle then. Now that I am older, I can laughed about it and just forget but there is no way that we will be back together. The feelings are no longer there. The moment he decided to leave at the toughest time of my life, I knew that we will never be like before anymore.

Thinking back, he is actually a pretty good bf at that time. =)

BUT, the past is the past. What is most important now is the future. All I think about now is my future.

Weight Loss

2006-10-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

Had a chat with Jas yesterday and I really enjoyed that chatting session. There are many things and feelings that we shared. Actually most Cancerians think and feel alike. (I did some study and research on it, k?) Haha. She told me that I am 1 of the weakest among her friends and learning that I am actually losing weight, she fear for me. Haha.

Well, she is not the only one. I have tons of friends around me who kept asking me to eat more. Okay, I am eating a lot now and having my proper meals already but I have no idea why I still continue to lose weight. ARGH!!!~ What is going on?

I am now at 42kg. I don't wish to drop anymore, drop anymore and I will be blown away by the wind. Why my weight is not increasing like the PSI? Why?

Just had my dinner just now. Hopefully having late dinner will help increase my weight. People say that when you eat supper or late dinner, you will gain weight, I am going to start monitoring my weight now to see if this is true. Haha.

My weight is going the opposite of the PSI and my phone bill is increasing as fast as the PSI. Haha. I am now considering either to take up a smsing plan or to get a prepaid card to reduce the amount that I am paying now for my bill. Exceed both my talktime and sms for the most recent month. Had to pay an extra $10+. ARGH!!! I hate it when it comes to phone bill paying time. Its either I forget to pay or the bill gives me a big shock. Luckily now I am using i-banking to pay for my bills so I won't forget to pay. =D

Okay, now its pictures time. =D

Look at my time table for this upcoming last semester. Isn't it great? 3 subjects for 5 days. 3 hours lecture and 3 hours tutorial for each subject. BUT, I really hate my time table for Thursday and Friday. Just take a look that I am supposed to come back for only 2 hours and 1 hour respectively? ARGH! Okay, but I love it still. =D

Look at my darling Noby, she used to rest under the chair and now she upgraded to ON the chair. Haha. She is turning 1 year old on this upcoming 4th Nov. She is huge, no its giantic now. Haha.

Oh NO!!!

2006-10-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Oh no!!! Where is my leave application form? Where is the one that Aldine (my supervisor) signed for me for my half day leave on the 26th? Oh god. Just where did I place it? Did I accidentally place it on her table? Why do I have such bad memory? Guess I will just have to get her to help me to sign again. Better keep all my leave application forms properly this time round. ARGH!!!

I am getting a little fed up with my company email. Leanne and MWH had been emailing each other at work as that is our only(not for MWH) source of communication with the 'outside world'. I don't know what happened but everytime when I realized that I haven't receive email from Leanne for maybe 1 hour, it is due to some slow system error and I will receive it like probably 1 to 2 hours later. Now it is getting a little worse cos an email sent at about 2+pm today is still not received at 5.30pm when I knocked off. ARGH!!!~

Okay. I am thankful that tomorrow is a Friday already and the day after tomorrow is a public holiday. BUT what different does it makes when a public holiday falls on a Saturday? Why not on a Sunday then I can have Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday off? Haiz.

Okay. Today I touched a little on finance. I was looking at Letter of Guarantee for about 5 hours today. Now I know what is written in it and how the renew ones are written as well. Now I am an expert in Letter of Guarantee. Hohoho. =P

My cousin just told me that his mum 'chiong' My Lovely Sam Soon. Haha. Well, what can I say? When Queen of Dramas recommend a show, it is definitely worth your time watching okay. Haha. Told him to take his time to watch the DVDs before returning back to me. Haha. Princess Hours is still passing around out there. My Princess Hours DVDs, when are you coming back to me? It rhymes. Haha.

Okay, enough of my whining and rubbish. Logging off. Tata.

Superwoman

2006-10-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

I am a superwoman.

My house from the MRT is a good 15 minutes walk. Today I spent 6 minutes to walk from the MRT to my house with an injured foot. How smart. Haha.

I am rushing like mad for the whole day. I was almost late for work because I was taking my own sweet time to get out of the house this morning but thanks god, I reached at exactly 830. Hehe. Then lunch is again with MWH because the rest just refused to go to BreadCafe but MWH just love BreadCafe. Haha. I love to eat at BreadCafe because I will never be late to get back to my office and I always can take my own sweet time to walk to my office.

I get new work to do at 1650 and being nice, I decided to clear everything before I go home so I stayed for extra 5 minutes to clear everything. Then I pratically ran to the MRT station and into the train. Haha. Then the 6 minutes walk came along and I get a quick bite and bath before I left my house to go to my cousin's house to give tuition.

I am happy that I am no longer vomiting blood. She is showing great improvements. Hopefully she pass with flying colours and not fail with flying colours this time round. Hehe. =D

Went to her house empty handed and came home with 1 box of Tiger. Haha. Anyone needs Tiger beer? I have got 2 boxes at home right now and no one is taking the first step to open 1 can. Hehe.

Maybe I should give it to Noby. I haven't saw drunk animals before. Haha. *Thinking hard*

Stupid haze

2006-10-17T16:05:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!~ I hate the haze. I am getting tummyache for 5 days straight because of the stupid haze. Haiz.

I set new goals for myself lately:

1. Learn driving and get my driving license
2. Get a degree
3. Bring my parents and god-mother overseas to somewhere good, all sponsored by me
4. Get a car

ALL before I reach 25.

Talked to my dad yesterday, he might be sponsoring me for my driving lessons but first I have to pass all the theory tests so I better go grab 1 from the bookstore soon. =D

I also thought that since for the nest 5 1/2 years I will be killing myself with stress and workload, I want to take a break when I turn 25 for a good 1 year for myself to relax. Isn't that great? The only that I am lack of now is a plan. Hehe. Got to start planning.

Tummyache again. Tata.

Couldn't really sleep

2006-10-16T16:04:00.000-07:00

Couldn't really sleep well last night cos something happened just before I am ready to go to bed. Don't wish to say anything, only those who were very close to me and online at that point of time would know.

Mun Ping decides to let the unbalance figure stay unbalance till some other day. Feel bad but I am happy to be able to help Yani again. She is just such a nice lady. Did sorting out of invoices for 2 months and invoice entry for 1 month and a few days.

Today I will be helping Serene and she already left all the invoices on my table. Just hope that the invoices this time will not create too much trouble for me. The last time I did a few hotels, they all gave me a big headache.

I can't wait to get done with SIP and return back to school. I miss so many people in school already. Liyana, I miss you especially. You are so far away when I need comfort.

6 weeks of SIP down and another 6 more to go.

Eilin and Leanne recently became someone that really knows what is happening to me lately. They were the people I turned to for comfort each time I feel down and upset. I have to say this: 'I love you two!'.

I also love my dad, mum and my forever quiet elder brother and my smarty younger brother. I love my family, my baobeis and my friends.

Awaiting the verdict

2006-10-15T16:03:00.000-07:00

I have been trying to keep myself happy for the whole weekend as I really don't wish for my parents to worry for me. Mum finally knows that we just broke up. As for the truth behind it, she knew nothing. I lied about it so as not to make her feel upset for me.

Went out with Eilin yesterday. I don't even know what we did that I am aching all over right now. God. I thought we just purely walk around and then dine-in at Pizza Hut?

Took neo-prints then walked to C4 to buy something and met Cynthia then we went to eat at Pizza Hut. I have been overspending these days, need to start controlling my spending again. Allowance of $600 a month is pathetic. I need to pay for all my expenses and my bill is not even here yet. Haiz.

Lazy to dress up for work today. Just a plain white tee and black skirt with my brown jacket. So tempted to wear slippers to work but it is a big no no around my area. Haiz.

Today is verdict day AGAIN. I wonder what will they ask me to do. Praying hard.

Hate myself

2006-10-13T19:01:00.000-07:00

I am hating myself since yesterday 1630 till today. Why? I did a really big mistake causing the system update and the statistics not to tally. It is somehow a report for NATAS Fair showing the deposit amount. I really have no idea what went wrong. I thought I had updated every single NATAS fair booking and highlighted them in the statistics but why it did not tally in the end? What had I done wrong?

I was totally not in the mood to celebrate Shi Yun's birthday yesterday. I was crying in my heart for this stupid mistake and I really wanted to vomit in the toilet and go home straight. But I stayed till we saw Phyllis and gave her a big big hug and wish her all the best in Shanghai.

The stress level that I am undergoing now is so great that I am actually having some bad thoughts. My company is at the 33rd floor so you should know what was I thinking about but thinking back at my family and friends, how hurt they will be, I am pushing this thought away. I had lost a friend through suicide and I don't wish for my friends to go through the same pain I had at that time.

I want to have a hearty cry.

Smiling

2006-10-12T16:04:00.000-07:00

Ok, I have been gloomy and moody for the whole of this week till yesterday 1640. Why? That is when I finally managed to balance the stupid bank reconciliation. From a difference of $87000+ to $20 then finally to $0, can you imagine that I am on a roller coaster from Monday till yesterday?

Before lunch, I still felt like vomiting because I just could not balance my bank reconciliation by $87000+. This is the first time when I felt stress, I felt like vomiting. I am so weird. Imagine when I really became an accountant and I vomit on my documents because I was so stressed up?

Okay, had lunch with Darius while the rest lunched in. They abandoned the 2 of us so we ate at BreadCafe just next to my building. The food is so much better than Lau Pat Sa and most importantly it is air-conditioned. After lunch, we still had about 1/2 hour so we walk to International Plaza and then went back to our building after Mr Watermelon Head (Darius) bought his NutriSoy. Haha. Okay then I heard something that shocked me. The shoes that the guys are wearing can also cause blisters? Front and back? Haha. That is what MWH(Mr Watermelon Head) told me that he changed at least 3 pairs of shoes in 1 month time. God. I thought only the ladies court shoes will cause that to happen.

Okay suddenly felt very sick in the stomach, update later.

Very observant

2006-10-11T16:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after lunch, Darius came up to my office with me. He wanted to see what is his dream company like. The first thing he step into the building is to tell me how much the building looks like hotel next when we went into the lift he quickly ask me to close the door then tell me how great the lift looks with 4 full length mirrors then when he came out at the 33rd floor with me, he saw the front desk counter and peeked into it and I went back to my desk.

Later on I emailed to him asking him if he is jealous of my workplace and he told me that he is jealous of the lift, the air planes models and the SQ girl.

I was like o.0 There is air planes models and SQ girl poster? How come I didn't get to see it? I have been working there for 5 weeks already and I never notice that there is air plane model and SQ girl poster. See how observant am I? I just don't see anything. Later on when I go to work, I better open my eyes big and take a good look at my office front desk.

I have been doing bank reconciliation since Tuesday morning. Now I am almost at the completion stage. Only problem is I cannot find 2 documents to close the AR portion of bank reconciliation. Florence told me that today will be the verdict day. Its either I managed to balance today or I will not balance. I am so worried now. If it is due to my neglience that I didn't see the 2 documents, the AR people will definitely kills me but if it is not because of me, I may get a good appraisal at the end. Today I better open my eyes big and go back to search for the 2 documents in the 2 big big boxes of documents. ARGH!!! Be observant, Kelly.

Didn't really get over it

2006-10-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

I didn't really get over it, I realized.

This morning, the first thing I thought of was what he always sms to me in the morning. When I thought of it, I realized that I am still living in my dreams and he is never going to sms to me again.

To tell the truth, I haven't been eating much these few days. I kept trying to force the food down my throat but I just won't swallow much. So my intake for today so far is only 1/2 a cup of milo, 1/6 of a plate of chicken rice and 1/3 of honeydew milk tea. No appetite for dinner at all.

Seriously, I heard my stomach gumbling and making noise but I don't feel hungry. Maybe its my mood that affect my thoughts. Luckily I kept myself very busy today. I have been working very very hard on my work but I can't help feeling sleepy. Its because I didn't really sleep on Saturday night and yesterday night was also not really sleeping.

I felt really tired and want a new haircut. I think I will go back to my layered hairstyle instead of this plain and old straight cut hairstyle. Guess having a new haircut will mean a new beginning for me. I want back my long hair. I really regretted cutting it. Somemore it is quite a few inches.

I need to keep myself busy for the next few weeks to keep my mind off him and I don't think I will be blogging in these few weeks. So people, if you really miss me, sms or call me. No promise that I will reply or answer.

2006-10-08T16:02:00.000-07:00

Thanks for those who were concern. I got over it in less than 24 hours. I broke my record. =P

Thanks to someone who divert all my attention to something else. Thanks for lending a listening ear and hope your hand recovers soon. =) Swollen finger very hard to work. Hehe.

Okay but I may still be having some mood swing here and there. No worries k? I just really need to forget about everything and led my own life and became the very cheerful and happy Kelly again.

So tata.

No fairytale

2006-10-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

There is no fairytale. Fairytale ended today. Don't ask me how or why. Don't bring tears to my eyes again. I just want out of this thing. Sorry to all my peeps, don't even console or comfort me, I might just cry in front of you or something. Silent is gold.

I need a quiet moment for now. Just leave me alone for the next few days and when I am fine, I will contact you guys once again.

2006-10-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

Look at my desk in Tradewinds. Its a U-shaped table and I only took up a very small space because I am sharing it with another temp staff.

Saw the phone on my desk? Its my private phone with my own extension but I don't answer calls so don't even think of calling me at that number. Haha.

Saw my PC? Saw all the post it pad around it? Haha. Its due to my super good memory that I cannot remember all the different account codes to enter into the system. Haha. If you are sharp enough, on the left back of my PC, you see cookies, sweets and my bottle. So cute right? Haha. I love my seat and table. It has a great view.

Just take a look at my view on my right. Isn't it great?

Difficulty in breathing

2006-10-06T18:56:00.000-07:00

Stupid haze. I hate it when it is so hazy. I feel so tired just taking a breathe. My mood all gone. Hate the haze.

Cooooooookies

2006-09-30T19:06:00.000-07:00

I love cookies. Haha. Especially the ones that I bake with Eilin. Haha.

Spent almost the whole of yesterday at her place baking cookies. Got to know her mum who is a really humourous person. =)

Well, I made big mistake with the egg and luckily with Eilin's and her mum's help, we managed to reverse the situation. Haha.

Well, the cookies turned out better than expected. It tastes so good. Yummy. The first time I tried it, I thought I was eating Famous Amos. Haha. A little exaggerating. BUT, even my boyfriend also ask whether I bought it or baked it. Haha. So ya, its of very good standard. Don't play play. Haha.

Its my first attempt to bake cookies and it turned out great. Thanks to my 'teacher', Eilin Koh. Haha. We baked 2 packets and at first we were still very careful with the shapes of the cookies and at the end of it, we were playing with the dough. Haha. But still, it tastes wonderful. =P

I want to bake cookies again real soon. My mission for the moment, finish all the cookies as soon as possible. Haha.

So pampered

2006-09-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

I felt so pampered during this past few weeks.

My bf made the effort to send me at least a sms each day and he tried to push aside his hunger of not having a single meal the whole day just to meet me for just an hour.

To think that I made him really angry that day he still initiate to call me during his only small break the very next day, I am really touched.

All I can say is I am very pampered now. This is something that I never felt before in the past.

How we started is really like a fairy tale and I hope we will have the fairy tale ending.

1.5kg

2006-09-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

I lost 2kg in 4 weeks time and now I gain a pathetic 0.5kg. ARGH!!!~ I am only 44kg now. My BMI is only 17.18 now.

I have been rushing around like a mad woman today. Went to work in a rush, rush back to Tampines in a rush, had my lunch in a rush and rush back to school in a rush. Even when I was doing the paper, I was in a rush. Today is so rush. Should have taken a 1 day leave today. Haiz.

Feeling much much better

2006-09-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

To those who were concern about my previous posts, I am feeling much much better except that when I look at CRA notes, I feel like sleeping. Haha. Terrible me.

Better get back to the notes, I don't wish to repeat a year.

Abandoned puppy

2006-09-23T02:31:00.000-07:00

I felt like an abandoned puppy.

I was left seating alone under my cousin's block today for almost an hour. Most importantly, I was facing the car park at the void deck because no one is at home and this little puppy is growling at me when I go near the table at the void deck. I was almost crying about my ill-fate. Imagine this girl sitting at the car park eating her lunch and been there for almost an hour. What would people think? Its not that I don't want to go anywhere but I was expecting them to come back real fast but too bad it is not happening.

When I was teaching her tuition, I felt like vomitting blood cos she wouldn't answer my questions of whether she understand what am I talking about. I felt like a mad woman raising her voice at this mute that couldn't talk.

When I reached home, I was experiencing this breathing difficulties and my spine is killing me. I have some problems with my spine and I cannot sit without leaning on something for very long. I just hope that I don't hurt my nerves again. I don't wish to be bed-ridden for the rest of my life. I want to be kicking away. ARGH!!

Its just a terrible day for me today.

Serious headache

2006-09-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

I NEED PANADOL!!!

I have been having this bad headache since yesterday. Didn't take any panadol. Thought that it was due to lack of sleep but no no. Haiz.

I have been feeling so wrong lately. Kept insisting on the wrong timing for tomorrow on campus session and to meet the wrong person. Gosh. I am really not myself. Luckily I haven't done anything wrong at work so far.

Work is so boring yet what I like. I still have 1 whole stack of invoices to update on Monday. ARGH!!!~ I am feeling all the stress building up. Actually the invoices are never ending. It just keep coming to my table. Considering that I am sharing a table with another temporary staff, I don't have much space for paper work. Everytime I finish 1 stack of invoices, I see another stack coming my way. Its bad enough that I am the only A&F intern student there. Luckily, my colleagues were great. They even asked me out for lunch recently. Mooncakes were offered to me as well. I feel really blessed there as I heard really horrible stories from other A&F peeps.

Well, way home without me is boring as commented by Wan Xin and Pei San. Well, I just can't help trying to make things light-hearted but the clown is operating on battery. My battery is low now. I need to recharge over the weekend but I am going to start spending this weekend studying hard for CRA paper. So, be prepared to see a dead fish floating on the sea next week.

I have read this synopsis on this upcoming movie: Death Note. Its a Japanese movie and is supposed to be scary. I want to catch it, anyone wants to catch it with me?

Brrr~~ So cold... I guess I better go rest first.

Oh yes, I have nothing to write for this week reflection journal. Mental block.

Hottest topic at home

2006-09-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

Hottest topic at home now is Derrick. No, not that superstar, Derrick, but my boyfriend, Derrick. Ever since they caught me alighting from his car that time, a lot of questions were coming in. Seems like my mum is beginning to like him. Haha. That's good.

Recently I am becoming a big 'sotong'. Everything also 'sotong'. Luckily it didn't happened at work if not I will get sacked. Haha. Better work hard to cure my 'sotongness'. Haha.

I am hungry!

2006-09-16T03:15:00.000-07:00

AH!!! I am so hungry now. My uncle and his gf are enjoying their bee hoon now and I only got plain rice. Wahhhh!!~ That is because we got this last minute BBQ thing today so there isn't food at home and I am going to the chalet late because I am going to Pasar Malam first.

I am so hungry.

Work is okay so far. Didn't get to eat lunch yesterday, don't ask why. Frustrated just thinking about it. That's all I guess. Lazy to blog.

I am a bad bad girl

2006-09-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

Something happened and I am the last to know. I felt so bad. I knew today must be a bad bad day for me but I didn't expect it to turned out that way. I am such a bad bad girl.

Something happened and I cannot let anyone know about it. Had a talk with * and I cried secretly. I am afraid and scared. Please don't do it to ** again. I promise to be a good girl. Just stop all the doings to **. I want everyone to be well.

I am sorry but I need to replace a lot of words with * to prevent anyone from knowing or finding out the truth.

I wish for no more crying. I wish for no more pain. I wish for everyone to be well. Please make my wishes come true. I promise to be good.

Tradewinds Tours & Travel

2006-09-11T00:19:00.000-07:00

I am posted to Tradewinds Tours & Travel. I will be heading to Robinson Road every weekday from now onwards.

I am angry with myself

2006-09-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

I am angry with myself.

I have no idea why.

I cut off all forms of contact method to reach me.

Not throwing my hp aside

2006-09-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

Okay, I am not throwing my handphone aside today. Don't ask me the reason. Haha.

Bad news for those who takes AA. Someone found out from Dennis Chiang that AA and CRA were very badly done. A lot of us will have to take supp papers. I can see myself as 1 for AA.

Another bad news. Release of results on 14 Sep, via sms will most probably be on 13 Sep. First day of SIP and I bet many of us A&F peeps will be gloomy on the first day of work. ARGH!!~

I really hope I pass my AA. Even a just pass would be great. I don't wish to be taking 2 supp papers. I haven't taken any supp papers for the whole of my poly life yet. I don't wish to take it because I failed 1 of my elective. I want to keep a clean record for myself. ARGH!!~

*Pull hairs*

Don't mind me asking, what time are we supposed to report tomorrow morning? 8.45am or 8.30am? Haha. It is stated 8.45am in my organiser but I remember we are supposed to reach there 15 minutes earlier. So is it 8.30am or 8.45am? Kindly let me know soon. Thanks.

Off HP?

2006-09-09T03:47:00.000-07:00

I am thinking of switching off my handphone for a day. Will that be good? I feel like I am a slave of my handphone now. When it rings, I have to pick it up immediately or read my sms immediately. I want to throw my phone aside and have a day of peace. Can I?

I think I will throw my phone aside tomorrow. If you guys want to reach me, call my house. I may answer or may not answer. I just don't wish to be a slave of own handphone. I want to relax for a day before we start our internship. Or you may want to see if you can get me on MSN. Just a little note, I may be away from the keyboard most of times.

I felt so bored. I want to eat pasta. Anyone wants to join me? Go parkway find Eilin and eat pasta? I am missing baked pasta now. ARGH!!~ I want baked pasta!!!

Shopping trip

2006-09-08T02:21:00.000-07:00

I went for a shopping trip with Wei Tian aka Joyce today. Its a last-minute arrangement to look at some SIP and casual stuffs.

We went to several shops before going to This Fashion to look for Pei Shan. Found 1 shorts and 1 spag top for myself there and I got a 20% discount all thanks to Pei Shan's colleague. Hehe.

Next, we went to Mondo to look at pumps and both Joyce and I bought the same design of pumps for ourselves. Its a black pointed pumps with slight heel, maybe about 0.5cm only. It looks really good and is really comfortable. Hehe.

Size 37 is too big for me. The sales girl told me to get size 37 instead of 36 because it is a pointed pair so I took her advise. Now I realized that it is really too big. Argh!!~

Maybe I will have to stuff tissue paper inside. The sales girl told me that the cutting is small. Its big and not small. My usual size is 37 and it fits perfectly but this size 37 is big. Gosh. But I simply love this pair a lot. =)

We went to the information counter to see if we can exchange for the game card but instead we gotten ourselves a $5 Metro voucher each. Not bad considering that we only bought a pair of pumps each. Hehe. Maybe I should upload a pic of the pumps.

And please, don't tell me that it is aunty-ish. Especially Guiqi. Thank you. =P

Haha. Guess that is for all. Off I go. Tata.

Update: I went back to change for size 36. Hehe.

Blogskin changed AGAIN

2006-09-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

Spent hours on the purple passion blogskin and I am back with this old blogskin. Still find it the best. Hehe.

Okay. News before I begin my blogging:

A&F peeps, SIP Launch is at LT17 not LT 20.

Don't end up in the wrong LT.

Now, I can begin with my blogging. =)

My MC had been approved for CRA paper. So I will be taking the supp paper and my paper will be graded. So happy. =) Didn't know that we cannot submit MC for the exam period to the Biz General Office like we always did for normal days. For exam period, we are supposed to go to the Registrar Office to submit and usually you will know the result of the MC immediately. For me I did not get the approval immediately because my doc did not state that I was unfit for exam and only state that I was unfit for school so the officer will have to call up my doc to check. But it just so happens that my doc was having his lunch break. -.-"

Haha. It doesn't matter now. What matters is, my MC had been approved. So happy. =D

SIP is starting beginning soon. So excited, I wonder where was I posted to. Well, the call received during the BTM paper is not from my SIP company. Its from 1 projectmate from FOT. If you recall I did blog about my projectmates for FOT before. Yes, its 1 of them.

Hey, I just received an email from Aminah. Its so true. Those in red, are those that really made me laugh. Have fun going through it. =)

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit

Smart boss + dumb employee = production

Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion

Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

S-T-R-E-S-S

2006-09-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

I am stressed up. Yesterday was the only day I felt really relax being with Guiqi and her HK. Though I am like a gaint lightbulb walking behind or besides Guiqi. But this also taught me never to go out with a couple again. =P

I am so stressed. I haven't really started studying for CRA supp paper and my MC yesterday was almost not approved. Luckily it was approved in the end. Have to head back to collect the approval slip later.

Yesterday, Daniel, Samuel Phua and Leon did not make through the Superstar audition. Well, they each mentioned something about why they didn't make it.

I felt tired everyday. I have no idea whether it is physically or mentally tired. Most probably mentally tired. I just don't feel good. Someone please stabbed me with a knife. Thank you.

I finally bought Wei Xiao Pasta OST. Its great. Sounds so good. I have yet to finish listening to it.

ARGH!!!~ Guess I better start studying CRA now. Had not study a single thing yesterday. So tata...

PS: Guiqi, you promised me something so please keep your words. Thank you. =)

I am mad

2006-09-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

I thought my fever went down yesterday, then I stopped taking the fever medicine. Now it came back and I was so blur that I forget that my knee is made of flesh and bone so I go and hit my knee against the wood. Now it is bleeding and I couldn't walk properly. Too painful. It hurts so badly. I want a walking stick.

Hopefully I didn't hurt my nerves again. I don't want to do therapy AGAIN. Though my therapist is a really cute guy. Haha. He is from Hongkong and has the accent when he speaks. I think I got affiliate with people from Hongkong. Meet so many people from Hongkong. Haha.

Hey, my knee hurts like hell and I am talking about my therapist. I must be really mad.

3 methods to make yourself worse

2006-09-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

Method 1: Sleep late just to wait for your medicine time and wake up early which to take your medicine.
Method 2: Bath after 10pm.
Method 3: Eat chocolate immediately after you recover.

The above 3 methods, I have done 2 and I don't feel good at all. I feel so terrible.

I sleep late and wake up early. Didn't have enough rest and I got to go to my cousin's place to teach tuition tomorrow because I want to collect the fees. So I can forget about resting tomorrow.

I bathed at about 10.30pm just now. Not that I haven't bath for the day. It is just that I felt hot so I went to take a bathe and now I am sneezing away.

Today is my dad's birthday and my mum bought a 100% chocolate cake and I can only watch when everyone is enjoying their slice of cake. I ALSO WANT!

So I told my mum to keep 1 slice for me and I shall eat it immediately after I recover and immediately go back to see my doctor. Haha.

I am feeling so cold now. *Shivers*

Guess what I had for the whole day? Fish porridge. God. I didn't know I can survive on fish porridge for the whole day. But it doesn't matter. Anything that entered my mouth has the taste of medicine. I hate it when I am sick and on medication.

I think I am overdosed. Gosh. I have been taking my medication 1 hour earlier everytime without realizing. Its until now then I realized. I must be really sick.

I need to start getting ready for CRA supp paper which I expect it to be extremely difficult. I need to concentrate. I need to get enough sleep. I need to stop watching dramas. I need to ... I need to ... I need to ... I need to ...

Supp paper

2006-08-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

I am definitely taking supp paper for CRA. Till now, I still don't know what I am studying and I can't even understand the question at all.

I am feeling so drowsy and I still haven't take my medicine yet.

I am not going to school tomorrow. Congrats to myself.

I got a fever, I'm hot, I can't be stop

2006-08-30T22:41:00.000-07:00

I got a fever, I'm hot, I can't be stop.

I am running a fever. Bad thing. Tomorrow is the last paper and I haven't started on revising it yet and bloody hell that I am running a fever now and am half-conscious.

Why? Last semester the same thing happened. Almost fainted during 1 of the paper but that time it was not fever but infection. Why? I am so angry with the wind yesterday. It is the cause of this fever. If it is not for the wind that I suddenly caught a serious cold which I haven't had for 1 year plus which leads to sore throat and now fever. I hate it.

Doctor, I need you now!

Me, Me, Me

2006-08-30T01:47:00.000-07:00

Just now I was on the topic if my looks changed with my mum. Well, I personally thought that my looks did not change at all. Still that face. Haha. But that's good. All the aunties like me a lot because I look so innocent. *Ahem* =P

My mum broke my heart today. *Cry* She said that the heels that I bought looks so aunty-ish. Waa!~ You guys tell me if it is really aunty-ish. I pray that it is not.

Please tell me that it is not aunty-ish. Thank you. =D

Move house AGAIN?

2006-08-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

My dad is thinking of moving AGAIN. Not that I have moved house before, it is just that my dad had been talking about it since I was in secondary 1. That is like 7 years already.

And guess this time where my dad want to move to? Next block. Gosh. Not that I don't like my neighbourhood. I love it. Everything is nearby and is one of the most convenient area in Tampines. But, I thought we are going to try to get the new private flats at the central. Hmmmm...

It doesn't really matter to me afterall. I just want a room of mine. Haha. As long as you give me a room big enough for my to sleep, study and play, I am very happy. Haha. My mum is going to view the place later in the evening today. Hope that it will be successful. Hehe.

DEAD

2006-08-28T22:13:00.000-07:00

Received a call during BTM paper yesterday. No idea who's that. All I know is that someone from that company called me. I suspect is my SIP company after hearing that Mediacorp called Darius for his particulars. But but, I didn't catch the name of the company. All that I heard was a muffle. I wonder who is that and what for they called me. Well, they said they would return the call but didn't. So I shall continue to wait patiently.

AA paper today is a disaster. I really want to cry out when I was doing the paper. It is so tough. I didn't expect 2 questions on articles to come out and to take up a total of 30% of the paper. I guess I will only get a 5 marks for that question. Blame myself for not working hard enough during the study week. I had a tough time studying AA yesterday. I studied till 2am and woke up at 6am to continue. Guess what? I almost fell asleep during the paper. I was really tired. I even thought that I was writing "I am sleeping" for all the questions. But I didn't.

No wonder AA has the highest failure rate. ='( BUT, last year paper was easy. I am serious because I did the main paper and I managed to get all the answers without much problems so why is the paper for us so tough? 1 conclusion, "he got prejudice against us". *Crying* Why? Why us? I must get myself prepared not to faint when I receive my results via sms and start getting ready to prepare for my 1st supp paper.

As I am typing away, my brain is sending signal to all over my body that I need rest badly. Yes, I thought so too. For continuously 1 week plus, I have been sleeping at 2 or 3am and waking up at 8am or even earlier. I didn't get enough sleep and I can feel that my brain cells are dead. Gosh.

Trying to refresh myself, I watched Smile Pasta, Wei Xiao Pasta, just now and I realised that I am still going to fall asleep. My god. The show is interesting, funny and sad too but I still feel so tired.

何群﹐加油﹗我支持你﹗曉詩跟何群一定要幸福﹗
He Qun, jiayou! Wo zhi chi ni! Xiao Shi gen He Qun yi ding yao xing fu!
Gambatte, He Qun. I will support you all the way. The 2 of you must have a happy ending.

(^-^)

Study Week

2006-08-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

Its study week and I am slacking around. Didn't really focus on revision. Instead I am doing online shopping. Gosh.

Bought:

Eye Gel Mask
Personal stuffs * 3
Skin care products * 2
Brown dress for my aunt's wedding
Long tops * 2
1 pair of bronze heels

Someone please kill the shopping cells in my body and give tonics to my study cells. Thank you.

Someone asked me what is the ideal guy that I am looking for. I joked that I wanted a combination of Xie Zhi, Dong Gun and Hyun Bin. Haha. Thought about it just now.

My ideal guy:
- Average looking (presentable)
- Good character
- Not a womanizer (did I get the right word?)
- Someone who will bicker with me (weirdo) =P [sometimes, you need a little ups and downs in a relationship to maintain it]
- Someone who don't love me 100%, 80% is enough (weirdo) [I know myself that I have too many distractions, my idols, so I want to be fair... hehe]
- Can drive (if he has his own car, that is the best) [I hate waiting for buses]
- Understand my temper [I have weird temper]
- Mature

Think that is for all for the moment. Hehe. But if I really can get a combination of Xie Zhi, Dong Gun and Hyun Bin, I will be very happy. =P

Exams around the corner

2006-08-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming and followed by SIP. I wonder where will I be posted to. Hopefully not in the west area and I will not be alone. =P

Today I was asking Liyana, if there is this guy that she really like a lot and he is almost perfect except for the fact that he smokes, will she continue to like him. Her reply made me laugh out loud. She said that if she likes him, its okay but if she loves him, its a big no no. Haha. I thought that the answer will be the other way round. Haha.

This question did not pop out of nowhere. It is because Hyun Bin smokes. Oh gosh. I really hate people who smokes. I am allergic to smoke and I hate the smell coming from the clothes and mouth after smoking. My dance teacher is a smoker. He smokes in the toilet and when he came back I smell a very strong smoking smell. Could not breath when he came towards me to check my postures but he is a really nice teacher. All my dancemates like him a lot but he is not teaching in my secondary school anymore.

I am drifting away from my topic. Exams are around the corner. I haven't start my revisions yet and there is a mock test this Thursday. I have only completed revision for the first topic. 3 more topics to go before the mock test but I am so restless. After the AA final submission, I am losing concentration when working on tutorials or studying. I need to buck up!

Before I end,

Mich, Happy Birthday!

I am mad!

2006-08-11T05:35:00.000-07:00

I AM MAD!

I am dying in a pool of Korean dramas and Korean artistes. Haha.

Hyun Bin from My Lovely Sam Soon is gorgeous. I love his dimples and playful smile. Haha. Hyun Bin, stop intruding my mind.

I need a rest from all these dramas and artistes. Seriously. But the stupid episode 14 could not be played. I don't have this habit of skipping an episode and go to the next SO, I am going out to buy the VCD tomorrow. Oh gosh. I saw my money flying away already.

Luckily, I am now tutoring my cousin and earning an extra income for my high expenses each month. If it isn't for the tutoring 'job', I will be so broke.

Gosh! Wonder when will I meet someone who is willing to pay for all my expenses. Haha. My mum refuse to pay for them. She said that she would be broke paying for all my dramas. Haha. I totally agree. =P Many told me to take up tutoring job to pay for my VCDs and DVDs. Maybe I should really start tutoring more students.

Anyone need to look for tutor for E maths, POA or all subjects for primary school?

Happy National Day

2006-08-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day!!!

I want to eat sushi!!!

National Day Eve

2006-08-08T00:43:00.000-07:00

Its National Day eve. Saw little primary school kids wearing red and white at the common field doing their workout while making my way to the bus stop. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8" "2, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8..."

So adorable. Haha. I miss primary school. I miss choir. I miss the times when we can eat and play in the music room. I miss the teachers. I miss primary school!

Went to lecture today and noticed that we got a national flag in our class today. That is YAN TING! Haha. Its just a joke cos she is wearing a red tee and carrying a white bag. So I asked her if she wanted me to draw the moon and stars for her. Haha. Evil of me. =P

Its been some time since I talked about my pets. Haha. Let me do a little update on them.

Ham Ham, Mini and Nesie got new toys because Noby is so wasteful. She refuse to eat the timothy hay that my uncle bought so my uncle threw the hay into Mini's house. She played and chew on it. So I decided to throw some into each of their home. Haha. Wonder what they think of their new toy. Haha.

The other day while I was cleaning their cage, I placed Ham Ham in a tank with a wheel, Nesie in a tank and Mini in a pail. After doing the cleaning, I was wiping the stuffs dry so they can get back to their cage and enjoy their breakfast and I saw Nesie sticking her face against the wall of the tank. I was laughing when I saw it as she was trying to show her unhappiness for putting her in a small small tank. Haha. So adorable right? =P

Mini being in a storage box, she had learned to stand on 2 legs for a very very long time. Haha. She is always looking up and my dad being naughty, switched their cages. He placed Nesie in the storage box and Mini in the cage. Haha. Its really funny to see them in each other homes. Haha.

Ham Ham is still as active as before. She is the smartest around the 3 hamsters. She knew how to build a nest while the other 2 will only pull the tissue paper into their little home. Haha.

Now a little about Noby. She is on her way to 5kg. Oh gosh. She is really fat. I have been calling her piggy, doggy and cockroach. She love to follow people around like a doggy and she will try her very best to make you trip. Fell for her trick many times already. Haha. She is also like a cockroach, roaming around the whole house like nobody business. Haha. She is like the queen of the house. But no no... Ham Ham is the queen. =P

Helen, The Fox

2006-08-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

I want to watch Helen, The Fox. Anyone wants to catch this movie as well? Let's go together. Heard form my brother that its a really great movie. According to Darius, it is a click movie, meaning sad + funny + with a moral behind the story.

I WANT TO WATCH!

Redoing of AA

2006-08-05T19:12:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!~ AA is a disaster. Though we knew what we had done wrongly partially, we also do not know where we have gone wrong partially. Went to look for Chiang but he is not on his desk so we went to Peter Ooi and engaged some help in deriving at certain answers. We came up with weird ideas of recording what the lecturers said and replay when we cannot remember. Haha. Can't remember who thought of this but it must be Darius or Liyana. Haha.

Next Monday we will be continuing from where we stopped in the morning till the evening. Another long day for me. Really don't like to stay in school. Hehe. =P AA is so horrible. The tutorial for next week is so tough. I haven't finish AA and CRA tutorial which are due on Tuesday and Monday respectively. ARGH!!!~ Headache.

Finished another drama again. Its Save the Last Dance, Zui Hou Zi Wu. Oh my god. Its really sweet. The plot is pretty much okay. What is best is the love between the 2 main leads. Its so touching. Cried buckets the whole of yesterday because of them. Haha.

I want more dramas!!!~

AA

2006-08-02T02:49:00.000-07:00

I am crying inside my heart. After spending hours on the AA project, we only gotten a C+, 1 mark away from B for our project. ARGH!!!

We have plans to redo the project and resubmit next week.

I am not thinking now. Just woke up from a nap because I couldn't sleep last night. We had a AA quiz this morning and I only started studying yesterday so I couldn't sleep. The quiz is manageable due to the fact that I did study even though it is only a 5% coursework. I am so happy. I work hard and hopefully it pays off. =)

Now a little lame joke for everything which I know though Full House.

Q: A rabbit and a very fast tortise race, who won?

A: The tortise. Cause I have said that it is very fast.

Q: A rabbit and a tortise wearing sunglasses race, who won?

A: The tortise. Cause after removing the sunglasses, he is the very fast tortise early.

Personal family joke.

Q: Noby and a tortise race, who won?

A: The tortise. Why? Cause the tortise threw some vegetables and newspaper to Noby and gotten his friends to massage her.

I think many of you don't understand this. Noby has 3 bad habits. She is love to eat, tear newspaper and for people to massage her. As long as you do 1 of these 3, she won't move. She is a fat lazy rabbit. =P

New shows coming up

2006-07-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Announcement by Queen of dramas:

Queen of dramas now announced that she will be buying 2 new sets of DVDs.

The 2 new shows were Bad Family and Full House. Okay. I know that Full House should be an old show but I haven't watch it before so it is a new show to me. Hehe. As for bad family, I never did heard any review or feedback about the show before but I supposed that a comedy drama should not be too bad. =P

Hopefully both the shows will be interesting and good. =) Can't wait for the DVDs and I have not make payments yet. =P

End of announcement.

Dying in a pool of figures

2006-07-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

I AM DYING IN A POOL OF FIGURES!

AA 1st draft due today. Worked on our AA softcopy and hardcopy till 3am last night and woke up at 7.30am to continue until 9.30am then went to school and continue all the way till almost 11am.

I got a very bad headache now. All I can see before me is a blur vision of figures even though we submitted our work at about 3pm today. I badly need my sleep now but to realize that I got to face numbers again. Thank you Peg. -.-"

I had my Red Bull drink already in the morning but I still feel like sleeping. Someone please pinch me to keep me awake. I am falling asleep and sprouting nonsense now.

I DON'T WANT TO DIE IN A POOL OF FIGURES!

Projects & Dramas

2006-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

I am caught between projects and dramas this week. 2 projects due and 2 dramas to watch. It even out nicely. Haha.

Time is tight but I still managed to complete 1 project already and 2 dramas. Haha.

I AM THE QUEEN OF DRAMAS!

Haha. Had submitted FOT project already. Made a lot of changes to our work that we did initially. Managed to finish way before due date. Very happy about that. Now we are left with AA project. Till date, we have not balance our accounts yet and most importantly our balancing figure, I suspect it to be 3 million something which is far from what most group had gotten, 4 million something. Hopefully we can finish it by this week and submit it next Monday.

Now, about my dramas. Haha. They are Korean dramas AGAIN! Haha

1st drama, Something 1%. At first, I was not very impressed by the scenes. Would say that it is a little boring and the male lead is not exactly the very good looking type. Haha. But what drew me to the end of the drama is the plot.

The plot is pretty creative. The story begins with a teacher on a train and gave up her seat to a old gentleman. After which, the old gentleman, being the chairman of an impressive company, changed his will and decided to leave all his money to this teacher who gave up her seat to him. In addition, he included this line in his will where his grandson (son's son) has the priority to date this teacher and following next is his other grandson (daughter's son).

The grandson with the priority had only 1% of chance to win the heart of this kind-hearted teacher due to his very bad temper. They started dating after signing a contract agreeing that they will sincerely date each other for 10 months and at the end of the contract, they will not get married.

Its really funny to watch the couple bickering over small things. Would rate it 4 stars out of 5.

2nd drama, Smile Again. Smile Again unlike the previous drama is a very upsetting drama. Story begins with the male lead, Lee Dong Gun, playing Pan He Zheng playing drum and the female lead playing Wu Dan Ji playing baseball with a group of guys.

He Zheng is a very pitiful guy in the show. He is struck between his true love, Dan Ji, and his conscience, Cui Yu Jiang. He lived like a living zombie with Yu Jiang. He does not love her. It is just a responsibility that he felt that he should be reponsible for. Little did he know, there is no responsibility of him to take care of Yu Jiang and to steal to see her through her studies. All that make him guilty is a lie by Yu Jiang.

At the same time, he is an orphan who cannot remember the look for his mother who died when he was very young. All he could remember is the scent of the sweat on his mother. He found this familiar scent on Dan Ji and realized that he couldn't let her go.

He may be a really cunning person but he totally changed for Dan Ji. His friend, Yin Zai Ming, the son of the wealthy chairman, also fell in love with Dan Ji. There, a fought begins. But from the beginning, Dan Ji only has eyes for He Zheng even though he hurt her times and times again.
After Zai Ming realized that He Zheng became his friend cos of a motive, he changed to a heartless person who try to steal Dan Ji away from He Zheng.

In the end, both Yu Jiang and Zai Ming gave up on He Zheng and Dan Ji because when they both were enjoying their life and having their life well-taken care of, He Zheng is suffering because of the acts of their father and them.

This show is really great. I strongly recommend it to all. =)

Got to get back to my projects now. Tata.

ACCA or Uni

2006-07-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

Had been to both talks. The one on ACCA and the one on degree.

When I went for the ACCA talk, I felt that the route that I wanted to take is ACCA and not university because of certain reasons. After the degree talk, I am more sure of my decision. I will go the ACCA route.

Had received the newsletter from ACCA 2 days ago and I guess my application is already under processing.

Although I don't wish to go to a university, I have a goal for myself. I want to get back my GPA 3.5.

Okay, got to get going to study for BTM. Tata.

Birthday present

2006-07-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Yes, I finally knew what I wanted. A make-over studio shot. Haha. I want to wear Korean traditional costume.

Haha. That is totally out of the question. Really wish that 1 fine day I will get to wear all the traditional costumes of all different races. So far, I only managed to wear Chinese and Korean stage costume. Traditional costumes are so pretty.

I want to eat chocolates. Hehe. Bought myself 'Kisses' today. Yummy. I love 'Kisses', its the best chocolate.

Finally get to eat my cake at 9+pm. Hehe. Its a chocolate fudge cake. Noby seems really interested in the cake. Haha. I joked about putting Noby on the table and cut her. Haha. So evil of me. She is so frightened when I said: "Get me the knife!". Haha.

When my mum is helping me to cut and distribute the cake, Noby kept coming to disturb. Naughty. She wants a share as well. Told my uncle and he told me to give the cake to Noby jokingly. Haha. If I really give the cake to Noby, my birthday will be her death anniversary. =P

Had decided what should I get for myself. I want 'Something 1%' DVD. Hehe. Korean drama again. =P

I love Korean drama and Taiwan drama. I love everyone. =D

I am still 18

2006-07-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

Okay, I better treasure my last 1 hour and 28 minutes before I bid goodbye to 18 and open my arms to 19.

When I turned 18, it was during the mid sem test and I have 2 papers on that day. Sad.

This year when I turned 19, my western birthday clashes with my lunar birthday. My mum told me that it is quite lucky to have your western birthday clashes with your lunar, it happens once in many many years. For me, this is the 1st time.

I am actually not looking forward to turning 19. I have no idea why just that I am not looking forward to my birthday since I was 16. Maybe as I grow older, birthday is not that important anymore, it just simply means that you are older by 1 year.

Though I am not looking forward to it, I am looking forward to munching my chocolate fudge birthday cake tomorrow. Haha. =P

I purposely picked the cheapest cake and a very simple cake for myself. I don't wish for this birthday to be a fanciful one. I just hope to celebrate this birthday with my family and sing birthday song together although my mum want to make it a better one because she strike lottery last week. Haha.

This year, I am allowed to pick my own birthday present. Surprisingly, I have no idea what to get for myself. Will be going to the malls tomorrow after lessons to look for my present. Haha. Sounds weird. Shopping for my own present.

I received my first birthday greeting today in the mid-afternoon from my dad. Haha. He is confused cos my mum told him my birthday is coming and I think he heard that it is today. Haha. But, he is the first to greet me an advanced happy birthday. Thank you, dad. =)

Now that I am left with 1 hour and 15 minutes more, I should start spending some time with myself instead of typing away and trying to blog. So, tata.

Princess Hours

2006-06-30T01:58:00.000-07:00

Call me Queen of Dramas. Haha. =P

Guess how many shows I watched this week? 3!!!~ 2 Korean dramas and 1 Taiwanese drama. I must really recommend this show that will be showing on TV very soon. Its titled "Princess Hours", also known as Palace.

It is a romance cum comedy show. Really love it so much. Had been sleeping at 2+am everyday since Tuesday and wake up on time for lessons. Now that I finally finished watching the show, I must say that it is really a great show.

The characters are so cute and sweet. A clumsy yet happy-go-lucky girl married into the royal family to the crown prince, Shin, after his proposed to his girlfriend failed. It is an arranged marriage by their grandfathers.

However, the original crown prince is the cousin of Shin and not Shin initially and in other words, Lin, the other prince is actually the one that was designated to marry Cai Jing, the clumsy girl.

The story will twist and turn such that Cai Jing begin to fall for the Shin and at the same time Lin fell for Cai Jing. See how Lin's mum try to snatch the throne back for her son and the triangular relationship between Cai Jing, Shin and Lin.

The story is funny at the beginning but as Lin came into the picture and expressed his love for Cai Jing before the crown prince who had also fallen for his wife, the story starts to change from comedy to a painful romance drama. Though it is painful, you get to see how the crown prince, someone who will never lower himself to others positions, changed to suit his wife and how Cai Jing changed for her beloved husband.

Its really a sweet story. Now, let me give you a brief introduction of the 2 main characters:

Cai Jing, 19
A commoner whose father is a house-husband and the mother, an insurancer designer.
Bubbly and active girl.
Married into the royal family.
Fell for her husband shortly after marriage.
Love to wear track pants inside of the school skirt.
Someone who wished not to harm anyone even Shin's ex-girlfriend.
Will always go to Lin for comfort when Shin hurted her unintentionally.
A puppet of the royal family who wished not to be trapped in the palace.

Shin, 19
Crown prince.
Cool on the outside but soft in the inside.
Someone who will keep his cool no matter what happens.
Fell for Cai Jing and opened his heart to her.
Viewed as heartless by many but he is the most lonely person in the country.
Protect his wife from the palace rules as a form of loving his wife.
Never knew how to express himself to others.
Tarnished dreams were once again found when he met Cai Jing.

I have been tagged again

2006-06-26T23:06:00.000-07:00

1) Do the following w/o complains
2) Choose 5 pp 2 do this after u have completed urs
3) Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged
4) Start ur post with "I have been tagged!"Then do this.

Please refer to my previous post. Thank you. =)

Crazy cousins

2006-06-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
FISH!!!~

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
KELLY!?

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
i warning u once and for all, stop posting my boyfriend picture on ur msn

*Hint: My MSN picture is Lee Dong Gun.*

kEl '...。' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
yr boyfriend my husband

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
haha

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
lolx

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
you see, my husband with his da lao po (First wife)

*HINT: Han Ji Hye*

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
then u 2nd

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
then i girlfriend la

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
yup

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
u know Dong Gun came to singapore last year?

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
really? last year i still don't know who the hell is he

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
same

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
anyway i finish that long si su (candy from China brought back by fish)

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
lolx

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
nice not?

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
very nice

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
should buy more

kEl '...' http://i-am-stubborn.blogspot.com says:
never mind next time we go honeymoon with Dong Gun then go buy

[OoofishyooOoo] says:
yupyup

Haha. My conversation with my cousin.

I have been tagged!

2006-06-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Leave a tag on the person tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
3. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

Favourites
favourite colour: White, Black, pastel colors
favourite food: french fries
favourite song: And I Love You So
favourite movie: My Boyfriend is Type B
favourite sport: none
favourite day of the week: it changes all the time, currenty, Monday and Tuesday
favourite season: winter
favourite ice-cream: Vanilla

Currents
current mood: sleepy =P
current taste: nothing
current clothes: white tee and shorts
current deskstop: Lee Dong Gun
current toenail: long and painted
current time: 1046
current surroundings: in the living room with my grandma watching tv and mum on the phone
current annoyances: none
current thoughts: I want to bath... haha

Firsts
first best friends: Ai Lin
first crush: can't remember
first movie: Nutty Professor 2
first lie: can't remember
first music: can't remember

Lasts
last cigarette: never smoke before
last drink(alcohol): Jolly Sandy
last car ride: bus, yesterday
last crush: Lee Dong Gun (=P)
last movie: VCD counted? My Boyfriend is Type B, If not counted, I haven't watch a movie in the cinema for almost 2 years... =P
last phone call: Liyana
CD played: Green Forest, My Home OST

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: no
have you ever broken the law: I guess so
have you ever been arrested: no
have you ever skinny-dipped: huh?
have you ever been on tv: yes
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: no

5 things you are wearing: earring, necklace, tee, shorts, undies
4 things you done today: sleep, breathe, on the com, sit in front of the com
3 things you can hear right now: my mum talking on the phone, the tv and my own typing
1 thing you do when you are bored: spider solitaire

I tagged: Eilin, Guiqi, Yun, Jaslin, Alicia

Lee Dong Gun & Han Ji Hye

2006-06-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

Oh god. Please kill me. I am so madly into Lee Dong Gun and Han Ji Hye. They are such sweet couple. I simply adore their relationship. They are so cute together especially with shy Dong Gun who simply use his way to love Ji Hye and Ji Hye having some weird acts at times. Haha. Oh god, oh god. They are so sweet. Haha. Dong Gun is really cute in his way and really handsome while Ji Hye is so pretty and adorable. Haha. Perfect couple. =)

How I wish that Dong Gun and Ji Hye will be coming to town sometime soon. =)

Mood swings

2006-06-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

My mood comes and goes. My temper comes and goes.

Now, I am happy and my anger is gone.

Sorry for the previous post. Too harsh for those who are reading but I am not sorry to the 2 mentioned. I still feel that one must always have a positive attitude.

Enough of all my anger. Now, about some funny stuffs that happened yesterday.

Yesterday we went to Darius' house to do AA project. Haha. Lots of things happened. Firstly we went to the wrong block and walked a short distance to his block.

Secondly, when we reached his house and wait for him to serve us some drinks, he asked if we brought our own cups. -.-" Dotz. I didn't know that I have to bring my own cup. Should let me know earlier. Haha. But in the end we still get to use plastic cups. Haha. The conclusion is his house only have 4 of everything.

After doing project for a few hours, we went for lunch at a food court nearby and we wait at the table while the guys go get their food. Jeffrey came back first and told us to get our food. We asked him if he need any drinks and he said that its okay, the auntie will come. Dotz. Food court is not equal to coffeeshop. Haha. Its really fun working with them. They really made projects interesting. Haha.

I just started on CRA project. So much reading are to be done before even answering a 1 mark question. The marks allocated are so little but there are so much to understand and read up on. CRA project is pretty tough. Only done with 1 question. Hopefully I will be able to finish by tomorrow.

Opps. Just realized that I haven't done my tutorial for AA and FOT and not forgetting APEL Values Reflection. I have so much to complete before school reopen. I have to work harder. But I am watching Little Bride for the 2nd time at home with my mum. Thanks god, I am left with 3 more discs and I am done. =)

Another happy thing before I sign out. My dad had agree on letting me take up basic Korean part time course. Hehe. So happy now. =)

Tagboard

2006-06-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

So sorry for not replying the tags, I couldn't see the part where I type tags. It says 'The page cannot be displayed'. Haha. So please bear with it for a while. =)

Fortunate

2006-06-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

I am almost going to 19. Decided to count my blessing when I am still at sweet 18.

When I was born, my dad was really happy. Cos he got a boy (my bro) and now he got a girl (that's ME!). =) I heard from my mum that my dad really loves me lots. He was the one who taught me to write my name and my ABC. =)

I remember that I lived at Lorong Ah Soon every alternate days before I went to kindergarten. That is where my father's shop was in the past. He owned the shop with my uncle (the one who passed away last year). That was the happiest time for me. My dad will let me sit at the counter and use the calculator to count the total. I bet no one will believe me that my maths is really bad. I always calculate wrongly even with a calculator. Haha.

I remember the fan that makes freaking sound all the time and the smell of the shop. I missed it so much. It is until when I need to start going to school then I came home and stayed at my present house. Well, I was a disaster at home. Haha. My mum and godmother told me that I will take out tins and cans from the cupboard early in the morning and start banging on it without thinking for the others. Haha. I think that is the reason why I love music. =)

School started, I started to feel stressed. Yes, I felt stress when I was at a mere age of 4. Cos my dad had bought many books for me and forced me to memorise the spelling of all the words. That happened when I was in kindergarten. I will memorise everywhere I go, including the toilet. Haha. And my dad will call home to check on me. Although I am hardworking but I still can't help to give myself a break. Haha. So I will get caned when I couldn't spell the words. =P Naughty.

Haha. Time passed and I came to Primary school. The term test came and I did my papers. When the result of the maths paper is out, I am beaming with pride. I scored full marks. Haha. That is my only full marks in primary school. I ran out with my friend to my mum but she was not there yet. I met my friend's mum and told her my result. She told me to lie to my mum and observe her expression. So, I lied when my mum came and my mum is not at all angry but just told me that it is okay. Just try my best. I can't contained my happiness anymore and told my mum my results. Now that I think back, I am such a fortunate little girl with my mum who loves me so much.

Then it was time to learn my 9 time table. I spent 3 years to memorise. So, yes, please believe that my ability in maths did not come by naturally. It comes from hard work.

As I grew older, 10 years old, I learn to use algebra to solve maths problem sums. I will always take the maths questions to my dad and ask him for help. He taught me a lot and I think I got my first slap from him then. It is really painful and in the middle of the night. I remember clearly that it is because I don't know how to use 2 algebra equations and x and y to solve problem sums. I memorised again and in order to go to bed, I had to do the question with different figures using the method that my dad taught me. I am early for algebra equations, that is all I can say. I am 3 years younger.

People used to thought that everything will come naturally but I disagree. Even maths, one of my strongest subject, is due to my hard work and tears at night to master it. Then perhaps people will say: "what about accounts?". Well, accounts also did not come by easily. My first accounts lesson is when I was in secondary 3 and my teacher did not turn up. A relief teacher came instead and told us to try the example in the textbook. I tried and I couldn't balance it at all. Trust me, I wanted to throw that book into the bin. "Why is accounts so tough?" I wanted to get help from anyone. I felt so helpless but no one at home knew accounts. So I knew that I only had myself. I redo the example about 3 times in order to balance it and when I turned to the next page, I felt like throwing my head into the toilet bowl. The solution is on the next page. -.-

Haha. So I have my family to thanks in helping me to master accounts and maths. =)

I have so many to say. It feels good to count my blessings once in a while.

Papa and Mama, I love you all. Thanks for bringing me up and allowing me to grow internally older than I am. I thanks my family and my growing up years that brings about who I am now. I love everything I had now. I am not rich, know nothing about branded stuffs till I went to secondary school and Orchard road when I was in primary 6 all through my friends and not my family. Although I had to learned all these at a later age from my friends and not my family but I don't mind them. This is because, if I knew them when I was young, I will now be a spoilt and pampered child. I don't wish to be one. I just want to be myself, a girl with the love from mum and dad and from my brothers. I love my family.

I am glad to be your child, Papa and Mama. =)

My hair

2006-06-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

After having long hair for like don't know how many years (I think since primary school), I decided to keep my hair slightly below my shoulder from now on. =) Had cut it yesterday morning.

Made this decision because I wanted to save money. If I continue to keep long hair, I will be spending money on hair styler to try on different styles and as well as time. You must be thinking that I still need to go to a hairdresser to get my hair cut so that it will not be too long. No worries. Cos my mum is my hairdresser. No more layered hair for me. Its the plain old straight cut now. =) Save money.

BUT, no. I am not going to post pictures of my newly cut hair. Haha. Though I like my hair but I am so lazy to upload pictures from my handphone to the computer and finally to the blog. Haha. Maybe when I am free then I might do so.

I have been thinking hard, what I wanted for my birthday. Its always a tough question each year. I don't need fanciful stuffs at all. I go for idol merchandise and dramas only. It had always been like that for years. Display items are usually a waste to me. Cos I don't have room for them. My shelves are all filled up with my dramas, albums and idol merchandises. This year I only have one thing that I wanted badly. Little Bride VCD. =) Though I watched it before, the VCD does not belongs to me. I would love to have a set of it. Hopefully, mum will give me a red packet this year and I can use the money to buy the VCD. =)

Lee Dong Gun 李东健

2006-06-10T00:27:00.001-07:00

Isn't he a cutie? Haha. Just in case you have no idea who is this, it is Lee Dong Gun, the main lead for Little Bride, Sweet 18, Xin Niang 18 Sui.

I really love his eyes. Haha. Bright and beautiful eyes. =) Hehe. Love his smile, so cute. Haha. 李东健。

The first Korean actor that I like. =)

Maybe I should do a little update of all the celebrities that I like. Hehe.

Good Drama

2006-06-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

I just finished another good drama. Little Bride, Sweet 18, Xin Niang 18 Sui.

This drama is currently showing on Channel U every Monday and Tuesday but is going to end. I really love the characters in this show. So adorable and pretty and handsome. Hehe.

I don't like Korean dramas cos they are always so lengthy but I simply love this show.

I only watched the latest episode from Channel U and decided that I wanted to watch this show. Its really good.

The show is about this gangster like high school girl who just turned 18 and this 28 year old guy who is very mature and gentleman, an inspector. The guy, Quan He Jun, is the only grand son of the Quan's family and with the important role of continuing the Quan's family lifeline. From young, their grandparents had decided upon their marriage and agreed to let the girl, Yin Zhen Shu, to marry Quan He Jun when they grow older.

However, something happened and the Yin's family had to run away from their hometown. Both the grandpa and father of Yin Zhen Shu passed away before she grew up and her mother brought her up by running a laundry business. She is not a filial child but a gangster like girl who love to go clubbing before she reached the legal age.

There is once when she tried to run away from the police officers who are running checks in the club and met this mysterious young man in traditional long robe. She fell in love at first sight for the gentle eyes he had but he ran away before she had a chance to introduce herself.

Once again, she decided to hit the clubs and met Inspector Quan who almost arrested her for clubbing under age. At that point of time, they still had no idea who each other was and it was not long later when the Quan's family managed to find out where the Yin's family was and decided to fulfill the wishes of the elders by letting the 2 of them get married. It sparks off the marriage life and bring about love to the 2 of them. They slowly grew in love with each other and this show is really very funny.

Regarding the mysteriour young man, it is of cos Quan He Jun.

I reallt love this show. Its really good. Highly recommended. Have the urge to get the VCDs. =D

Yesterday

2006-06-07T20:30:00.000-07:00

I looked at my calendar yesterday while I am smsing to Leanne about someone disclosing her new blog address in my tagboard. Its June 7 yesterday which I always thought is my birthday in the past. Haha. Cos my birthday is July 6 and I just remember there is a 6 and a 7 and never remember the sequence.

I used to think why mum never buy cake for me on June 7. Haha. I love cakes in the past but I find them too sweet now. Don't really like it. Haha. Usually will only take a very small piece when its someone's birthday now. In the past, I can finish the whole cake by myself. Haha.

I am looking at this Japan Comestic brand, Majolica Majorca, recently. I simply love the design of the casing and the cosmetic. Haha. But, it is so expensive in Singapore cos it is not sold here except for Basic Beauty and online auctions.

How I wish I can go to Japan to sweep back all the cosmetics under that brand from Japan where it is cheaper there. Haha. But I will be throwing my money into the drain cos I don't really wear makeup. =D

Haiz. Its my last paper today and I am not done with my revision. Got to go back to it now. Tata.

Upset

2006-06-07T04:21:00.000-07:00

asdsad, I don't know who you are and I am not sure why did you post that tag message. Please kindly do refrain from disclosing one's privacy.

Mid sem

2006-06-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

='( 2 papers down. 1 more to go. But for both papers, I finished on the dot with 0 seconds to check. Especially for FOT. I spent 48min on question 1, leaving only 12 min for 2 questions. I thought I am not going to complete the paper but in the end I rushed so that I attempted all the questions. Even if I answered them very briefly, at least I will earn some marks from there.

FOT paper was manageable and so was CRA but I have no idea why after the paper, I got no confidence at all. I just pray that I will at least obtain a B for both papers.

Next to come is AA. So many things to memorise. I haven't even print out FRS38 yet. I just hope that the paper will not be so tough. 4 questions from 5 topics. Praying hard.

Mid Sem Test

2006-06-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

Good luck to all. Mid sem test will commence tomorrow.

My wrist is so painful. I need to see a Chinese doctor soon to relax my wrist. Over stressing it without proper rest. Muscle cramps.

Pray that the paper tomorrow requires little writing.

Mon: CRA 3-4pm, LT23
Tue: Fund Tax 3-4pm, 4-06/07
Thu: AA 5-6pm, 4-06/07

Back

2006-05-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

I have been away from my blog for so long. Some quick updates.

On the 20th May, I woke up at 4.30am and left my house at 5.10am and reached IMM at 6.10am and start queuing for the autograph session since then. The day was hot but thanks god I am well prepared for it. Water, umbrella and sun block. The essentials for idol-chasing. I was so tired that I slept from 6pm after reaching home till the next morning 10am. Haha. That is like 16hours of sleep. Haha. Contented.

The previous week was a chaotic week for me as I have so many stuffs to do. I have to study for CRA and complete all my uncompleted tutorials and not forgetting to study for the BTM test on this Monday. Not sure how will I flair for the CRA assignment but at least I managed to balance my balance sheet in the end. Haha. We are short of $20000 from we first completed and realized at the very last few minutes that we forgotten to include the adjustments in the retained profits in the income statement. Haha.

Mini and Nesie fought on last Monday and I separated them but in the end I put them back together again cos Mini seems to be very upset and guilty of her doings. Haha. On that same day, I received a call from my cousin that her sister found a very small hamster under her block that was abandoned by some heartless creature. I decided to take it in for a period of time and ask for willing adopter. Thanks god, Timothy agreed to keep the poor fellow and he is happily sitting in Timothy's room now. Hehe.

On don't know which day, Mini and Nesie fought again and this time its a violent one and I have to get Mini permanently out of the cage in a storage bin. Went to get her a wheel and bottle that very day to ensure that she gets enough my exercise and water. Now she is in a storage bin with Nesie having the whole cage to herself. Haha.

Oh yes, I forgotten to end the election.

After computing the MANY(?) votes, I will like to announce that HAM HAM is the Queen of the Sim Cute Kingdom. =)

I am so happy for her but at the same time very upset cos I think her left eye is blinded. Not sure how it happened but her bright red eye is now in a translucent purple colour. I feel so terrible about what happened. I hope she will be fine.

Next, Mid sem is next week. Wish everyone good luck for all the papers. =)

Happy

2006-05-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

I am okay already. Feeling good now. =)

I am so happy and excited this whole week. Cos 5566 is coming to town. YAHOO!~

I will be going to IMM this Saturday for the only 5566 autograph session in year 2006. Hehe. But firstly, I got to study for CRA assignment 1 next Monday and do my tutorials for CRA and Fund Tax. ARGH!!!~

I realized that this semester is not very efficient. BTM lecture on Monday and tutorial for that lecture on Thursday. I am so not used to it. Too used to doing tutorials for the next week the previous week. Doing it on that week itself makes me feel so weird. Next is Fund Tax lecture and tutorial. I don't like to do things at the very last minute. But for this subject, I am forced to do so. Tutorial questions is still not out and lecture only came out on Monday. This semester seems so unefficient when I am so hardworking. When I am lazy, its so efficient. Dotz.

High Fever

2006-05-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

High fever

Headache

Brain not working

2 days MC

Tagged

2006-05-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

1. You can only say YES or NO.

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!

So, here goes:
1. Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? No
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Pardon my poor English, don't really get the word make out till now.
4. Drove a car? No
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Yes
6. Had a crush? Yes
7. Been dumped? No
8. Stole money from friend? No
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes
10. Been in a fist fight? No
11. Snuck out of your house? No
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Yes
13. Been arrested? No
14. Made out with a stranger? No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? No
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? No
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? No
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
20. Seen someone die? No
21. Been on a plane? No
22. Kissed a picture? Yes
23. Slept in until 3PM? No
24. Love or miss someone right now? No
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? No
26. Made a snow angel? No
27. Played dress up? No
28. Cheated while playing a game? No
29. Been lonely? Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? No
31. Been to a club? No
32. Felt an earthquake? No
33. Touched a snake? No
34. Ran a red light? Yes
35. Been suspended from school? No
36. Had detention? No
37. Been in a car accident? No
38. Hated the way you look? Yes
39. Witnessed a crime? No
40. Pole danced? No
41. Been lost? Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yes
43. Felt like dying? Yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes
45. Sang karaoke? Yes
46. Sucked your thumb? No
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Yes
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? No
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No
50. Kissed in the rain? No
51. Sing in the shower? Yes
52. Made love in a park? No
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Yes
54. Glued your hand to something? No
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. Been a cheerleader? No
58. Sat on a roof top? No
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? No
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Yes
61. Played chicken? Yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No
63. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? No
64. Broken a bone? No
65. Been easily amused? Yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? Don't understand.
68. Cheated on a test? No
69. Forgotten someone’s name? Yes
70. Slept naked? No
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No
72. Performed on stage? Yes
73. Blacked out from drinking? No
74. Played a prank on someone? Yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? No
76. Made love to anything not human? No
77. Failed a class? Yes
78. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? No
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? No
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? No
82. Thrown strange objects? No
83. Felt like killing someone? Yes
84. Thought about running away? Yes
85. Ran away? No86. Did drugs? No
87. Had detention and not attend it? No
88. Dumped anyone? No
89. Made a parent cry? No
90. Cried over someone? Yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? No
92. Dated someone more than once? No
93. Have/had a dog? No
94. Own an instrument? Yes
95. Been in a band? No
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? No
97. Broken a cd? No
98. Shot a gun? No
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? No
100. Written a love letter? Yes

You may ask but I may not explain. =D So ya, go ahead and ask. Haha.

Tag: Guiqi, Eilin, Joy, Jas

Clothing

2006-05-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

Okay, I will leave the election on for another 5 days. Haha. Can't possibly end it with 2 votes right? Haha.

Have noticed a trend in clothing in the auction or blog page. Not sure if anyone noticed it. Did you realized that clothes looked incredibly beautiful and sweet in the pictures? But do we really need such fanciful clothing?

What's wrong with our old t-shirt and jeans? On the street, we see everyone dressed up like a celebrity. I feel that the dressing sense had changed so much.

I remember the good old days when t-shirt and jeans are so comfy, nice and in fashion.

What's worst than what you see on the street? Its what you see in school. Everyone in school seems to be only interested in dressing up everyday for lessons even if it is only a 2 hour lecture and off you go home.

What is the point? I feel it is really pointless. I saw people wearing bright pink retro top with white polka dots and a matching pink skirt. Isn't it overdone?

Its good to dress up yourself so you look presentable in front of people but sometimes you have overdone it.

Lets take for instance that you are going to work. I totally agree that you should dress up yourself because you would like to leave good impression in your bosses and any clients. Not a single boss would like to see their staff dressed like they are going to the market to work. But sometimes people will tends to overdress. Smart dress code should be applied here.

As for school, I feel that unless you have a date after lesson, there is no need to overdress. Put on something comfy and light.

I have to admit that I fell into this fashion craze. At 1 point of time, clothes looked so pretty and I can't take my hands off it but as time passes, I feel that we don't really need those clothes. They are too fanciful and too out of place. So now, before I buy any clothes, I will think twice about whether it can be wore at all occassions, do I need it for any special occassion and so on. This is to prevent buying clothes that you would never get a chance to wear or that you would overdress.

Now, a note for all: Dress up appropriately, do not overdress. We are not celebrity.

(Above post is based on my personal views, not targeted at anyone.)

Ipod

2006-05-05T18:00:00.000-07:00

I am getting myself a 4G Ipod 20GB. Hehe. Its a 2nd hand ipod but I am content.

It comes with all the original accessories plus a black leather casing. It will be put to good use. I need to transfer lots of files between my laptop and computer but I do not have the cable to do so. Been using my merely 512MB thumb drive to do it for the past 10 months or so.

My laptop is almost 1 year old and it is still alive and kicking. Haha. Not really kicking. Though it is a really lousy laptop but the fact that I seldom bring it out for projects, it is of good use. I am happy with the stuffs inside. Guess I will be doing a reformatting to the laptop soon. I accidentally deleted a few files which caused some of the programs to not work very well. Haha. Itchy hands I have got.

Seems like I make myself very high-tech. Haha. I agree that now I am getting so much into the technology stuffs. Firstly is my laptop, then a new handphone and now a ipod. I am broke. Yes, I definitely am. Gotta start saving a lot and stop spending on the luxury items. Hehe. =P

Anyone using Yahoo mails? My email just became the beta version. Pretty satisfied with the layout and stuffs. Look so professional BUT there is no check box for mass deleting. Dotz. Haha. Other than that, everything else looks good.

Remember my post on 13 April? That I wanted to go for a manicure session? I waited till a few days ago, I cut my finger nails. =P Cos I have been waiting and it seems like my cousin is no longer interested cos she cut her nails 1 day earlier than me and Leanne did not mention anything. On top of it, my nails are getting so long and sharp. Not good for me as a pet owner. So I cut it short slightly but who knows it got sharper and I have to cut my nails so that it is very short. So, Leanne, so sorry about it. =P I kept telling Liyana after I cut my nails: "You see, my nails are so short and cute". Oops. Haha.

Okay, its election day and the candidates are:

Ham Ham,
Noby,
Mini, and
Nesie.

Please kindly cast your important votes for the candidate that you think is the new Queen of the Sim Cute Kingdom? You may cast your votes openly or secretly.

A brief introduction of each:

Ham Ham
- 1 year and 2 months old
- another 10 months to go
- a little senile now
- Cute little butt with no fur =P
- Love to disturb Noby when she can't fight her
- love eating
- official vacumm cleaner of my house (will pick up any food pieces on the floor)

Noby
- 5 months going to 6
- another 9 years and 4 or 5 months to go
- cute round body
- very overweight
- love to eat (ranging from dry food to grapes)
- love to disturb Ham Ham, Mini and Nesie all the time by banging into their cage
- lazy pig, always sleeping
- dirty rabbit, love to put her feets in her urine

Mini
- 3 months
- another 1 year and 9 months to go
- love to run up and down in the cage
- love to play with Nesie
- love bathing
- love licking my hand
- love eating
- love putting her front paws on the metal bars and stare out at you

Nesie
- 3 months
- another 1 year 9 months to go
- love sleeping
- love to play with Mini
- love bathing
- love licking my hand
- love eating (understatement)
- a confused little hamster

OR

you may want to vote for me. Haha.

$ fly away

2006-05-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

My mum bought me a 4-leaf clover pendant so 1 item off my list. =) So happy.

BUT

I am adding more things to my wishlist. -.-"

1. Jstar Magazine - $9.50 per copy
Any copies except Nov & Dec 2005, April 2006.
2. Missha Vita-Feel Pure Eye Gel -$26++
Heard that its good and very effective but a small bottle for $26++ makes my heart bleeds.

3. A big bag - $???
Hope that the material will be thick cloth material and very durable.

4. 1GB thumb drive - $???
I want a 1GB thumb drive or a even bigger capacity storage device. =)

5. Key pouch - $???
Couldn't find my keys all the time. =P

Currently, nothing else.

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My uncle went to Taiwan a few weeks ago for an army trip. Came back on Thursday and he bought me a Jstar April magazine but on the same day, I bought the exact same magazine. Haha. So I have got 2 copies.

I have been waiting for this magazine to arrive in Singapore since the 20th. It was released on the 20th and it should reach Singapore around 22nd or 23rd but it came so late. Finally got it on the 27th before the A&F Orientation but who knows when I got home from a tiring day, I got another same magazine waiting for me. -.-" Haha.

Now my brother is in Taiwan for about 3 weeks for an army trip. Hehe. Passed him some NT and tell him to be Zhi Dong (Automatic). Haha. Gave him a list of stuffs I want and told him to help me to find and bring it back to Singapore. =) Gonna wait for him to come back about 20+ May.

In the meanwhile, I better put more time into my studies. Got to go complete my last tutorial. Tata.

New School Term

2006-04-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

Its a new school term. Not a bad start. Hope that the last year in TP will be the best. =)

Tomorrow I will be helping out at the A&F orientation. Hope to find some familiar faces among the year 1s. =D

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Regarding the stuffs that I bought, very disappointed with 1 item. The C'est Si Bon album.

The picture and caption of the auction are so deceiving. The caption stated that the item is in excellent condition. I supposed everyone who saw this word will think that it is almost new. But when I got it, the lyrics book is missing, the box is so old and the edges are coming off.

Was so shocked. It was so poorly protected and kept. It seems to be fished out from a dustbin. Sorry for this comment, all my albums, VCDs and books are nicely wrapped in book covers when I got them. I dared to say it is almost like brand new. Always lend my discs out and everytime they will say that how come I never watch the VCDs.

Believe it or not, my VCDs bought 4 years ago is still like brand new.

Very disappointed but didn't want to rate the seller bad as the disc belongs to his sister and if anything is wrong with the album, its the sister's fault. Guess I will not purchase anymore albums from auctions in Singapore.

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Did some catching up with Jac, really haven't see her or hear from her for some time. Remember the times when we went chasing 5566 and sharing videos and files. It suddenly seems so long ago. Hopefully we will be able to meet this time round when 5566 comes to town. =)

Thanks for the comments

2006-04-21T19:29:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the comments, guess I will get the purple 1.

BUT first, I have to know when is the prom night and whether I still have the time to get this dress shipped to Singapore from Taiwan. Haha.

Next, I have good news for myself and all my 5566 crazy friends:

5566 will be in Singapore on the May 20th 2006 for a concert organized by BWL, where they will perform along with Taufik, the Singapore Idol and 972FM DJ, Dong Fang Billy. The hosts will be Kym Ng and Gurmit Singh.

How to get the tickets? Buy the brain food produced by BWL of total cost of $108 to get the ticket(s). This is the only method to get the tickets.

Another thing is 5566 c winter melon drink will be in Singapore on that very day, being sold by 7-11. Singapore is the 1st country whereby the drink is sold. So remember to grab 1 bottle when you go to 7-11. Those who went for the concert, will get a bottle free each.

=)

Which is nicer?

2006-04-20T21:08:00.000-07:00

Please let me know which is nicer. The pink or purple 1. Thank you. =)

Timetable is out

2006-04-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

The timetable is out.

I am in the same class with Liyana, Yan Ting, Li Jia, Kamachi, Grace, Anisah, Nurul, Darius (yes, please faint... haha... 3rd time in the same class) and Eileen Chen. Currently I only know that I am in the same class with these few people. =)

Oh yes, I am in T03. If you are in that class, we are classmates. =D Hehe.

I am going to be super broke. I intend to buy a lot of stuffs for myself. =P

5566 C'est Si Bon CD (1st version) Bought
5566 Mr Fighting OST (Version with bonus disc) Bought
5566 M1 Top up card (Used) Bought
Xie Zhi's new book, Jian Chi Bought
Dress (Suitable for prom night)
External hard disk (20GB or more)

Total cost is about $200 ++. Dotz. Even before my pay comes in, I have already spent so much. I am super broke. Got to start saving from the 1st day of school till last day of school to make it to 5566 next concert in Singapore or to fly to Taiwan to meet them.

I aim to save $500 in total during this upcoming semester but I doubt I can do it. Haha. Firstly, I expect myself to buy a lot of VCDs, CDs, clothes, etc. So people, the next time when I say I want to buy something, please remind me. Thank you. =D

GOAL: I have to work hard like in sec school and save as hard like in sec sch for the remaining 2 semesters in TP.

Frustrated

2006-04-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

I am frustrated with some people. People who had the ability to help yet refuses to help.

Today I took bus home from the interchange cos I don't have an umbrella (its raining). I have this habit of sitting right behind the driver when I take bus home on 292 or 39. So I boarded the bus and sat near to the window and this malay lady (I am not trying to be racism) sat beside me. The moment she sat down, she used her butt to hit me. I don't mind it at all. I believed that she did not do it intentionally.

Then the door closed and opened again. An old couple tried to board the bus. The old gentleman was a little too anxious and he fell flat on the staircase.

The reason I am frustrated is because the lady did not get up to help but just stare at the old gentleman and continue to sit comfortably on the seat. She refuses to move to help and I could not get out of my seat at all because she is totally blocking my way.

I watched as the old gentleman continued to lay flat on the stairs for a few seconds before the gentleman on the nearest seat to the door (other than that lady) stood up and quickly helped the poor old gentleman up.

After the old gentleman got on the bus, many were very concerned and asked if he was alright and being blocked by that lady, I could not even see what was going on behind and its until when I was about to alight then I realized that the old gentleman's hand was bleeding.

I am so frustrated with that lady. Getting up from the seat to help will kill? Helping someone especially the elderly is so tough and your hands are worth a million dollars that you couldn't even help the old gentleman?

That's not the only experience I have. I was waiting at Bedok interchange to take a bus home and after a long wait, the bus finally came. Everyone started to board the bus and when it was almost my turn, the bus driver closed the door. At first I have no idea why did the driver close the door because behind me there is still a long queue and only about 10 people boarded the bus.

Then I realized, there is a blind man in front. Then I heard that it is because the driver saw the blind man, he decided to close the door and leave. The uncle at the front of the queue banged on the door and started scolding the driver about not being passionate and closed the doors even before the rest boarded the bus. Guess the blind man felt hurted, he decided not to board the bus although he had been queuing in front of that uncle.

Why people cannot help or be more patient to others? I didn't know that its so difficult. 难道停下脚步，帮助需要帮忙的人会少一块肉吗？(Does stopping to lend some help to those who needs them kills?)